
So, right now I'm 47lbs over weight. I hate that I offend people when I vent about it.
I'm uncomfortable... don't I have that right?
THIS, this picture! That's how I used to be! Muscles, sexy, amazing shape! Fit!
ENERGY!!! THIS is my goal! I was 95lbs of muscle and my nick name WAS muscles.
I was proud of that body, never complained, never showed ribs, 5' and perfect!
SO.... a comparison... I'd be happy with 100lbs right now... My goal, lose 47lbs.
I was always a comfortable weight all my life until I had to fight for food!
Then I relaxed when I was safe and kinda... well... ate too much and got lazy XD
It's ok, this was me at age 22. I was in NJ on a race horse farm.
Puma, a t-bred stallion stands beside me. I was a groom/stable hand/hot walker.
Anyways, I'm proud of this picture, beautiful horse and my sexy youth body XD
I will have it again! Maybe not the horse, maybe not the youth but to be comfortable
with my body, able to trim my damn toe nails without twisting! That would be great!
I'm uncomfortable... don't I have that right?
THIS, this picture! That's how I used to be! Muscles, sexy, amazing shape! Fit!
ENERGY!!! THIS is my goal! I was 95lbs of muscle and my nick name WAS muscles.
I was proud of that body, never complained, never showed ribs, 5' and perfect!
SO.... a comparison... I'd be happy with 100lbs right now... My goal, lose 47lbs.
I was always a comfortable weight all my life until I had to fight for food!
Then I relaxed when I was safe and kinda... well... ate too much and got lazy XD
It's ok, this was me at age 22. I was in NJ on a race horse farm.
Puma, a t-bred stallion stands beside me. I was a groom/stable hand/hot walker.
Anyways, I'm proud of this picture, beautiful horse and my sexy youth body XD
I will have it again! Maybe not the horse, maybe not the youth but to be comfortable
with my body, able to trim my damn toe nails without twisting! That would be great!
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YEP! I had to hide my food. I was with someone who would eat everything in the house, raw pasta, frozen pirogues, drink the REAL maple syrup right out of the bottle etc... It got so bad I had to hide all my food in my neighbors refrigerator and cabinets! It was a very abusive situation... Then when I got free I no longer had to hide it, could eat what I wanted when I wanted and kinda let myself go a little XD Plus there are no forests within walking distance to me and I HATE cities and cars... I'm an outdoors girl lol
Me too! Thanks :)
There are parks but they are surrounded by city... I miss NH forests. There is Purgatory Chasm 20 minutes away but I hate having to drive places. I miss going out my door and having access to trails without cars. Oh well, I guess I just need to stop being stubborn about it lol
There are parks but they are surrounded by city... I miss NH forests. There is Purgatory Chasm 20 minutes away but I hate having to drive places. I miss going out my door and having access to trails without cars. Oh well, I guess I just need to stop being stubborn about it lol
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