
For my friends...
Warning, emo state activated.
An image dedicated to those who have been with me. those who had call me friend in the past and still doing it today. Because, even if in a small or large measure you have changed my life. In truth I am someone very lonely and in the past I used to see each day senseless, all the same. Even there were days where I just slept, only stand up to do my duties, because I felt like in sleep everything was better, just waiting for the day when I simply don't wake up again.
In general I hate people, that´s why I am lonely, and there are days when I feel like a nobody with nothing special, and that´s why I hate myself.
But... you know, is so nice to know that someone cares about you.
Sorry if I am not with you in times of need, sorry if I don´t offer a word of encouragement or simply a lone word, but I tend to offend people without knowing why or how and I am afraid to say something at the wrong time or create a misunderstanding. I lose "friends" as easy as lose needles, but only a few stay with me at the end.
Oh well now, let´s stop this sentimentalism and let me talk about the image
I choose to take this phrase and give it a positive meaning instead of the eerie and mysterious use of the original phrase. I remember it a lot because it has always intrigued me... So I picked it for the occasion.
Also, I tried to redo that style I used in "Simple joys" (I can´t remember how I did it) but in the end seems like only managed to make it look weird.
Anyway, the refference is pretty obvious, but if someone doesn´t understand is from here:
http://vignette2.wikia.nocookie.net.....20121028105934
Warning, emo state activated.
An image dedicated to those who have been with me. those who had call me friend in the past and still doing it today. Because, even if in a small or large measure you have changed my life. In truth I am someone very lonely and in the past I used to see each day senseless, all the same. Even there were days where I just slept, only stand up to do my duties, because I felt like in sleep everything was better, just waiting for the day when I simply don't wake up again.
In general I hate people, that´s why I am lonely, and there are days when I feel like a nobody with nothing special, and that´s why I hate myself.
But... you know, is so nice to know that someone cares about you.
Sorry if I am not with you in times of need, sorry if I don´t offer a word of encouragement or simply a lone word, but I tend to offend people without knowing why or how and I am afraid to say something at the wrong time or create a misunderstanding. I lose "friends" as easy as lose needles, but only a few stay with me at the end.
Oh well now, let´s stop this sentimentalism and let me talk about the image
I choose to take this phrase and give it a positive meaning instead of the eerie and mysterious use of the original phrase. I remember it a lot because it has always intrigued me... So I picked it for the occasion.
Also, I tried to redo that style I used in "Simple joys" (I can´t remember how I did it) but in the end seems like only managed to make it look weird.
Anyway, the refference is pretty obvious, but if someone doesn´t understand is from here:
http://vignette2.wikia.nocookie.net.....20121028105934
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Thanks you. Really!
In that time I didn´t care in do anything, just sleep and feel self-pity. But I was tired of being miserable. And wanted to do something. anything.
In places like this one I have found two things; general people and rare individuals.
Althought I can still finding that people in general sucks (a painful truth) also I found there are some individuals that, even if they don´t know you directly or even don´t know you at all they want to help you either way. For no reason apparently.
This is a small homage to these few and rare individuals, and of course for you.
Yes, Is hard, maybe impossible to point which one is my favorite game, but Silent hill is one of the possible candidates to be my favorite, The enviroment, the weirdness, the paranoic feeling... and the secrets. For the newbies Silent Hill seems to have been made with random situations, but in the end those events and situations can be connected to reveal something hidden in the story. The true meaning is always hidden and you can stop playing but you will be thinking about the meaning for a long time after finish the game and that is a plus.
( I finished SH2 at least 12 times and I still wondering the true meaning of that message)
Better stop now or I'll write a whole thesis right here like a good fan.
In that time I didn´t care in do anything, just sleep and feel self-pity. But I was tired of being miserable. And wanted to do something. anything.
In places like this one I have found two things; general people and rare individuals.
Althought I can still finding that people in general sucks (a painful truth) also I found there are some individuals that, even if they don´t know you directly or even don´t know you at all they want to help you either way. For no reason apparently.
This is a small homage to these few and rare individuals, and of course for you.
Yes, Is hard, maybe impossible to point which one is my favorite game, but Silent hill is one of the possible candidates to be my favorite, The enviroment, the weirdness, the paranoic feeling... and the secrets. For the newbies Silent Hill seems to have been made with random situations, but in the end those events and situations can be connected to reveal something hidden in the story. The true meaning is always hidden and you can stop playing but you will be thinking about the meaning for a long time after finish the game and that is a plus.
( I finished SH2 at least 12 times and I still wondering the true meaning of that message)
Better stop now or I'll write a whole thesis right here like a good fan.
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