It’s that moment I realized, what started off small but grew everyday.
It’s eating at me now, I feel as if I’m fading away.
You wanna believe in someone, you wanna believe in something
You wanna believe that you can love again.
Did I do that to you? Is it my fault?
Should I have said what I never said? Instead of locking it in my vault?
It’s true, that I miss you. Everyday I think about you and cry.
It’s been so long, I left you, and I ask myself why?
Why am I sad, I did this.
I was so afraid of hurting you, that I killed myself.
So yes, it’s true, I miss you.
Yes, it’s true, I’ve cried for you.
I’ve cried to myself in the darkest rooms,
but I can’t find my way out of this runes.
I’m so sorry I hurt you, I wish I could take it all back.
I’m so sorry I hurt you, and stab myself in the back.


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not that she'll ever see this..
but
I'm sorry...
for everything
I'm..
I'm sorry I hurt you
I'm sorry I'm the reason tears have ever feel from your beautiful eyes
I'm sorry I'm garbage
I'm sorry you ever met me..
I would take it all back if I could
I mean it..
I really hope you can find someone who treated you better then I ever did
you deserve that
you deserve the world
and I'm sorry I couldn't give it to you...




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