
"Hold onto love that is what I do now that I've found you.
And from above everything's stinking, they're not around you.
And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you.
And in the day, everything's complex,
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you.
But I'll miss you when you're gone, that is what I do"
Lyrics - The cranberries - When you're gone
"I miss her, days do not go by when I don't think about her. The separation is toxic, venomous, it runs through my veins, infects my brain and stops my heart. It's the painful double-edge sword of depression and romanticism colliding together at the worst of times, when you're not here. When you're gone. No, do not take me for a dependant, weak shell of a man. I'm quite strong, quite bold and sturdy in my emotions and stature. I am not co-dependant, and the days do not end if I do not have you here. But.. I would be a liar if I didn't say when you're not here.. the colours, they fade to grey. This pain.. this pain sometimes doesn't go away. The light of my life, the apple of my eye. My sky full of stars, My sweet brown angel eyes. I miss you. I truly do. But let me have my small moment of weakness, my tiny session of longing. For when I realise It's just depression meeting how much I love you.. I'll climb out of it. With happy thoughts of you."
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Moodyferret Thank you hun for this.. it's truly beautiful.
And from above everything's stinking, they're not around you.
And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you.
And in the day, everything's complex,
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you.
But I'll miss you when you're gone, that is what I do"
Lyrics - The cranberries - When you're gone
"I miss her, days do not go by when I don't think about her. The separation is toxic, venomous, it runs through my veins, infects my brain and stops my heart. It's the painful double-edge sword of depression and romanticism colliding together at the worst of times, when you're not here. When you're gone. No, do not take me for a dependant, weak shell of a man. I'm quite strong, quite bold and sturdy in my emotions and stature. I am not co-dependant, and the days do not end if I do not have you here. But.. I would be a liar if I didn't say when you're not here.. the colours, they fade to grey. This pain.. this pain sometimes doesn't go away. The light of my life, the apple of my eye. My sky full of stars, My sweet brown angel eyes. I miss you. I truly do. But let me have my small moment of weakness, my tiny session of longing. For when I realise It's just depression meeting how much I love you.. I'll climb out of it. With happy thoughts of you."
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I know this feeling all too well... It really is one of those things that just sticks to the inside of your chest like a thick, nasty black tar. But thankfully, you don't have to feel trapped in that sinking dark pit forever. I'm confident that, somehow, you'll find your way out if and when you want to. It'll take time, but you'll get there.
This really is a beautiful drawing that reflects these feelings unbelievably well...
This really is a beautiful drawing that reflects these feelings unbelievably well...
I am in a relationship that has been ongoing for the past... well, since 2009, and a year previous to that... so 7 years.
We have lived more than 1000 miles from one another for that long and not a day does by that I don't wish I was curled up in neir arms...
I can't think of a night that I'm not hugging something and wishing it was neim.
Lonliness kicks me in the spine and spits in my face.
But like ya said, the happy thoughts are always there to pick me up.
Even though it may take some time, it does.
We have lived more than 1000 miles from one another for that long and not a day does by that I don't wish I was curled up in neir arms...
I can't think of a night that I'm not hugging something and wishing it was neim.
Lonliness kicks me in the spine and spits in my face.
But like ya said, the happy thoughts are always there to pick me up.
Even though it may take some time, it does.
Separation is a vicious entity, Melii. There isn't much we can do to combatant it when it has us by the heart. But, after we get dirtied and scuffed by by the loneliness, In the morning there is always that smile, the conversations even a simple 'Good morning love.' That fixes a restless night. It'll get better, even if some nights it doesn't seem that way. Is the love is strong enough, the depression is damn sure defeat-able. <3
I hope the distance between you two de pleats very soon from 1000 miles to 1000 inches. The piece you did for Pisky, hun is beautiful. Thank you. You have no idea the significance it has on me. You drew me as her 'Booga'. And that's.. That's almost beyond love to me.
I hope the distance between you two de pleats very soon from 1000 miles to 1000 inches. The piece you did for Pisky, hun is beautiful. Thank you. You have no idea the significance it has on me. You drew me as her 'Booga'. And that's.. That's almost beyond love to me.
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