The best part about rain is that no one can see any tears if ya cry =P
Sort of tired of not being allowed to express most emotions in front of anyone I live with, but those feelings gotta come out somehow, so here's a quickly done dark disproportional bleh pic to help keep me going :D Sorry for being so quiet lately; I'll try getting on more often if I can; right now though... sleep time since I couldn't even make it through all my messages without falling asleep X.X
Nini :3
Sort of tired of not being allowed to express most emotions in front of anyone I live with, but those feelings gotta come out somehow, so here's a quickly done dark disproportional bleh pic to help keep me going :D Sorry for being so quiet lately; I'll try getting on more often if I can; right now though... sleep time since I couldn't even make it through all my messages without falling asleep X.X
Nini :3
Category Artwork (Digital) / Baby fur
Species Vulpine (Other)
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File Size 343.9 kB
Wow, you must really think a lot of me with saying something like that ^///^; I really gotta get better at stuff so I can try to live up to it a bit better though. And with those last two lines, I know ya care; I'm not blind to ya, but I care about you too, so that's why I don't pile my problems on you O:
Love ya too big bro bro
Love ya too big bro bro
You've shown me time and again that you already do live up to this. You are there to listen to people that are having problems even if you're struggling with your own. Something that may not be immediately obvious to you is that, when you are feeling down and out, there are many people that would be more than willing to give to you what you give to others. You're a good person -- one would have to be a fool to argue against that. If there were one thing I wish you would do that you don't currently do, it's letting people in instead of shutting them out.
I know it's safer to hide your feelings and keep them to yourself.
I know it feels like you're being selfish for seeking the help that you're ready to give to another at a moment's notice.
I know that it's hard to let people in and become vulnerable to them.
But Erin, I promise you, you are not an inconvenience to me by letting me listen to your problems. I thrive on helping others and my offers to listen are not just hollow attempts to make you feel better temporarily. I mean it. I don't expect you to take me up on that offer any time soon because I know you, but I will continue to remind you that the offer is there. Maybe one day you will take me up on it. Either way it's always there.
Always.
I know it's safer to hide your feelings and keep them to yourself.
I know it feels like you're being selfish for seeking the help that you're ready to give to another at a moment's notice.
I know that it's hard to let people in and become vulnerable to them.
But Erin, I promise you, you are not an inconvenience to me by letting me listen to your problems. I thrive on helping others and my offers to listen are not just hollow attempts to make you feel better temporarily. I mean it. I don't expect you to take me up on that offer any time soon because I know you, but I will continue to remind you that the offer is there. Maybe one day you will take me up on it. Either way it's always there.
Always.
I also know how it can feel.
I am always here if need someone to talk too,
and glad I can call you a friend. :D
*gives a big dwaggie hug*
I also had a pic like this done of my grown up char.
I even put a song/poem in description that sort of fits to how I can feel sometimes.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5691962/
I am always here if need someone to talk too,
and glad I can call you a friend. :D
*gives a big dwaggie hug*
I also had a pic like this done of my grown up char.
I even put a song/poem in description that sort of fits to how I can feel sometimes.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5691962/
*Gives a lil draggy a big folf hug back* Despite being a sad pic, it's actually kinda pretty too; just goes to show that you're even cute when ya cry =P Also, I offer you the same too; if ya ever are feeling down and can't find anyone else to talk to, I'm always up for trying to help an awesome draggy feel better ^_^
At the time this picture was drawn, I had reached a normal breaking point and tried to talk to my mom about how I constantly feel in the way and was struggling with the feelings that the best thing to do was just remove myself from everything; her response was to break down into tears and say it must be because she is a bad mother, so that I got to feel like an ass on top of feeling worthless. Spent the rest of the day in my room and then we played the ignore it ever happened game =P My family does do a lot for me, but mostly they expect me to be robotic and prepared to follow orders at a moments notice because of it.
Drawing and being on here at least gives me some ability to express myself though; everyone's gotta have some sort of outlet :D
Drawing and being on here at least gives me some ability to express myself though; everyone's gotta have some sort of outlet :D
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