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immense amounts of change are probably supposed to happen at my age, but I've never had so much happen to me in the past month before. I basically broke up with one of my best friends and signed a new lease after telling her i couldn't live with her anymore. I am more open about my sexuality. I am putting every ounce of my heart into a lass who doesn't want a real relationship.
OH AND I MAY HAVE LOST MY JOB YESTERDAY?? brilliant (even though this may be the universe telling me that the stress i have there is reason enough to look for a new place of employment)
positive stress exists, but even this is starting to get overwhelming.
praise jesus for my friends in life.
brought me sunflowers yesterday and just SOB SHE IS SO GREAT SOB
/end rant
immense amounts of change are probably supposed to happen at my age, but I've never had so much happen to me in the past month before. I basically broke up with one of my best friends and signed a new lease after telling her i couldn't live with her anymore. I am more open about my sexuality. I am putting every ounce of my heart into a lass who doesn't want a real relationship.
OH AND I MAY HAVE LOST MY JOB YESTERDAY?? brilliant (even though this may be the universe telling me that the stress i have there is reason enough to look for a new place of employment)
positive stress exists, but even this is starting to get overwhelming.
praise jesus for my friends in life.
/end rant
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The bad thing is, that even as you get older, life still doesn't stop throwing shit your way.
Almost 25 and I still have no fucking idea what to expect. Lmao.
But, it's all a learning process and we experience it together and grow from it.
It'll be ok, just make sure you keep yourself happy no matter what happens.
Be true to yourself and others always! That's what I've found to be the most rewarding so far.
Also, on a note about that relationship, be wary..
That's what I went through with JB, and fuck, we know what happened there.....
<3
Almost 25 and I still have no fucking idea what to expect. Lmao.
But, it's all a learning process and we experience it together and grow from it.
It'll be ok, just make sure you keep yourself happy no matter what happens.
Be true to yourself and others always! That's what I've found to be the most rewarding so far.
Also, on a note about that relationship, be wary..
That's what I went through with JB, and fuck, we know what happened there.....
<3
urghghgh karrah! <3
I wish I had you right down the street to talk to, sometimes. I can't wait to see you again ;3;
Yeah, I've been a little wary of it lately. Like she makes me very happy, but I want her to be more than just "my friend that I do relationship-y things with". sigh.
I LOVE YOU SO HARD
I wish I had you right down the street to talk to, sometimes. I can't wait to see you again ;3;
Yeah, I've been a little wary of it lately. Like she makes me very happy, but I want her to be more than just "my friend that I do relationship-y things with". sigh.
I LOVE YOU SO HARD
I miss you too. <3
I wish we didn't grow apart so much, but i guess that's life too. :c
Also doesn't help being so far apart.
Yeah, be careful with her. She sounds like she /could/ be pulling a JB, but, it could be something completely different too.
Just don't want you to get hurt over it ;c
How old is she btw? (I also hope she's not in the fandom and can see this? LOL)
I love you toooooo<3333
I wish we didn't grow apart so much, but i guess that's life too. :c
Also doesn't help being so far apart.
Yeah, be careful with her. She sounds like she /could/ be pulling a JB, but, it could be something completely different too.
Just don't want you to get hurt over it ;c
How old is she btw? (I also hope she's not in the fandom and can see this? LOL)
I love you toooooo<3333
HAHAHA KARRAH OMFG SHE IS NOT IN THE FANDOM OHMYGOD
Yeah honestly (wow now to throw all my bizznizz out here), but I think shes just scared. Like, I'm not super open about being into ladies, but like my family and friends know about her and I are love it, but she isnt out to anyone around here (except people I interact with). SO I think she's just wary about all of this. i'm a lot to handle when i'm into people, hahaha.
and she's a youngin, tbh. sigh. and I remind myself that that is also a factor in why she is so reluctant. like, deep down I am accepting that this is all temporary (especially if i move far away after graduation/grad school/etc), but like now that i'm totally wooing and courting her, it's harder to keep that mindset
sigh sigh
WHAT DO I OWE YA FOR THE VENT SESSHHH
Yeah honestly (wow now to throw all my bizznizz out here), but I think shes just scared. Like, I'm not super open about being into ladies, but like my family and friends know about her and I are love it, but she isnt out to anyone around here (except people I interact with). SO I think she's just wary about all of this. i'm a lot to handle when i'm into people, hahaha.
and she's a youngin, tbh. sigh. and I remind myself that that is also a factor in why she is so reluctant. like, deep down I am accepting that this is all temporary (especially if i move far away after graduation/grad school/etc), but like now that i'm totally wooing and courting her, it's harder to keep that mindset
sigh sigh
WHAT DO I OWE YA FOR THE VENT SESSHHH
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