Yup. Just what the title says. Starting anew.


You see, from the past week, I wasn't feeling like myself...Basically, I was heartbroken. Not telling you why though, but yeah...

But, here's the thing: I've realized that when I was in love with that person, I forgot about the friendship connection that we've had. Friendship always overcomes love in many ways; love is basically give and take. It's sweet if it is used with care, but painful if not. It's like gambling. Friendship, on the other hand, stays for a very long time....The only conflict is the drifting-away part of it, which only comes when people get older.


Putting that aside, the journal that I've written in the last few days was to just let out and vent. I actually don't hate romantic love; it's just so annoying at times, and it is also very confusing to me...Plus, I was in a really bad mood. I feel much, MUCH better now after I wrote it, though. Just something to get out of my chest, lol.


Also, this picture was inspired from a song called "Septembro". I was listening to Pedro Aznar's version of the song, which got me drawing this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dKVjFza5NM


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2YvveR9Za8s <--This is the song from the original artist, Ivan Lins.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSGyt6KJsLc <--Quincy Jones version (Sara Vaughan and Take 6 sang the vocals.)

For some reason, that song had this determination theme to it that made me love it so very much. It also helped me have a good day today and yesterday, which was very helpful.


(If you read this far, then I'm proud of you! :D *gives you a :cookie:*.)