There comes a time when every fursuit maker, hell, any artist of any form has to do something different. And I wanted to do something different. I was sick of people thinking that I only do one kind of style or animal so I wanted to break out and try it.

The end result? I hate it. Period.

I'm not sure if its something personal going on, I've been having a bad time at work, and my health is going down the drain again(April 2014 deja vu). But its showing in my work. I've got 3 other fursuits I'm working on and I feel the same in all of them. Stupid mistakes, lackluster features, brick walls with sizing and eye styles. I'm just not sure what is wrong with me anymore.

The bat itself was a nice challenge. This will be my 4th fullsuit attempt, and I learned alot from the previous 3. But once again I ran into really stupid problems.

So in the end, I'm at a crossroads. I huge part of me just wants to make the whole thing disappear and erase it from history. Another part of me tells me to maybe fix a few things and either sell it/trade it to someone who would take better care of it.

I'm just really disconnected with furries and fursuits right now. I'm just not sure how to go on from here anymore.