
This is an older song, as evidenced by the date, but I'm just going back through all of my older recordings to submit some... sub-par stuff while I wait to resolve my sound card issues.
This song is partially based on fact, and partially not.... I like to take subjects specific to me and generalize them a bit so others can connect with them more easily....
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7-16-2008
How'd I ever love you,
why'd I ever try?
Every time that I was smiling,
you made me cry.
Oh, how I adored you.
How'd I not forsee,
that young hearts never waver?
You sure fooled me.
Now I'm just a memory,
of that I'm almost sure.
And though you're in my heart still,
am I in yours?
When he says "I love you,"
do you hear my voice?
Do you only hear me leaving?
I had no choice.
I smile when you're near me,
I right my crooked world,
for a moment to say I'm so glad,
you're his girl.
Knowing how he hurt you,
to see you feel so low.
If you wonder why I'm angry,
now you know.
I know that I was there,
to help you stand before.
I won't be your support, now.
Not anymore.
I'll watch from the shadows,
and sigh with each retreat.
If we don't learn from our past, dear,
it just repeats.
This song is partially based on fact, and partially not.... I like to take subjects specific to me and generalize them a bit so others can connect with them more easily....
_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_
7-16-2008
How'd I ever love you,
why'd I ever try?
Every time that I was smiling,
you made me cry.
Oh, how I adored you.
How'd I not forsee,
that young hearts never waver?
You sure fooled me.
Now I'm just a memory,
of that I'm almost sure.
And though you're in my heart still,
am I in yours?
When he says "I love you,"
do you hear my voice?
Do you only hear me leaving?
I had no choice.
I smile when you're near me,
I right my crooked world,
for a moment to say I'm so glad,
you're his girl.
Knowing how he hurt you,
to see you feel so low.
If you wonder why I'm angry,
now you know.
I know that I was there,
to help you stand before.
I won't be your support, now.
Not anymore.
I'll watch from the shadows,
and sigh with each retreat.
If we don't learn from our past, dear,
it just repeats.
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Oh, I'm sure you do a fine job of both, sir! ^^ Would you fancy a copy of the chords?
http://www.gushi.org/~dunderfox/Heart_Ballad.txt *Woofles*
http://www.gushi.org/~dunderfox/Heart_Ballad.txt *Woofles*
I do quite understand... honestly, it helped me in regards to simply getting things off of my chest- I often write things out in songs that I otherwise don't bother saying. From that standpoint, listening to things like this do bring back a twinge of that pain... but by the same token, it's a sort of validation to know that I've gone on this long, so that pain is best kept in the past, and in the song. ^^ If that makes sense....
it does :3 i just have a hard time sleeping when i think of certain people and she's one of them. honestly, she's the only one, but others make me think of her which makes it just as bad, lol. i used to keep a journal just about how she hurt me and it kinda helped, but after a while it hurt too much to see the words as i scrolled down to add another day... i like sad songs that resemble my feelings, this one's just way too exact to do so without reminding me of her, lol
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