...as high as it possable to can forget. To can forgive.
Well iI understand that all shit thats happenin here in this month and even right now its just the case of my past activity - its a punishment for me for being selfish and stupid. For not being a good friend and ignoring that people really wanted to be with me.
I agree with this punishment and even if it hurts like fucking burning coil right bechind my ribs, if its salt like sea and tastes like cuprum - okey. Im on it.
But even with all this realisations and knowlage about myself and this Worls - I`m still just a human. Who feels. Who needs. Who cryes.
And all of this is complite being of me for now.
And nobody can stop this. Exept me.