Been swirling in my mind and I guess I did this when I was a bit...tipsy. My mind goes in two separtate ways-of reality and my alt. I dont know at times which is real after a dream, I dont know who or what I want to be, what to do...where to go.

Im starting though, a few steps and yes, Im 27, Im starting to learn this now. I have a lot of issues that I have been dealing with and my younger years, I wasnt going out normally like most kids. I was at home taking care of my brothers while my mothers was working 24/7 it felt like. SO, maybe Im finally done acting up, being a 'teenager' in ways.

We'll see.