My fursona in all his glory...
Rufé
Based off my very first fully fledged anthro character who went under the same name. The only one earlier than him was Sammy squirrel, whom I could not use today for his defining trait was being a christian (which I am no longer nor will ever be again!).
Rufe like me is a goth first and foremost. A romantic style goth with black lace and ruffled shirts. The special feature though... Rufé most often wears a long skirt instead of pants... He is a male, but for him this is part of how he identifies himself... a modest gender ambiguity filtered through goth culture. The way you see him dress. Is in fact the way I dress in real life. No longer tied to metalhead or mainstream culture. Only following my own identity as a unique person.
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Goth as Rufe is, he is however NOT a fan of standard gothic/industial/dance music but in fact solely listens to metal and related darkwave subjenres, EXPLICITLY BLACK METAL AND DEATH DOOM. Music is HUGE in his and mine life. Without it we die.
You can see I have also dressed him in a kutte even. Covered in band logos and references... I IMPLORE you guys check out these artists and hear the sound that makes up my spiritual side! If anyo0one really wants to get to know my char and myself, this is essential. I have provided links to albums I make reference too in this drawing.
BLACK METAL
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnU_sxO8vys Astarot (this album is one of the most meaningful underground metal albums of my entrie life.... note its artwork is the giant patch on the back of my chars jacket)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ST_HgYnHl6k Abyssmal Nocturne
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-428yoXnbtY Dimmu Borgir
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNnYZhW9Z28 Blut Aus Nord (Only the memorial vetusta albums, this one being the first atmospheric black metal album to feature the artwork of Kristan Wahlin, a painter whose work was essential to my embrace of metal music)
DEATH DOOM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEWWwwjRJyg Thorns of the Carrion (the greatest death doom album of all time and one of the most intense expressions gothic style has ever been given!)
METAL RELATED GOTHIC MUSIC:
these are the artists whose quotes Ive written on the drawing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QW7g1w4_e9M Shadowcaster (only the first album. A cd that people revile and even the original artist (a brutish metalhead) is less than enthusiastic about, but It is a fucking masterpiece of self-isolation and beautiful primitve synth, computer, and sound effects that I doubt anyone really will ever see like I do)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dahByhWw3nc Canaan (extremely sophisticated and elitist gothic ROCK made by a former doom metalhead who became obsessed with creating a perfect but unattainable melancholic release)
And you will find over my period here I will also use my FA as a platform for sharing my most cherished music. I have to as I have actually no one I know whom likes this stuff and wishes to share it with me. I hope to perhaps then turn people on to this obscure stuff... the most extreme end of what one could call 'gothic'.
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I have had lots of identities in the past... but THIS one is my flagship character. He is meant to go everywhere and be exactly me as I am in life with no filters or posturing personas. The first time ive ever let myself open up completely.
I have to thank my chosen god whom I worship... Pan.
Pan the goat-man god of the Greek pantheon represented the union of nature and music together... 2 of the most absolute essentials of my life. And the symbol of man and animal as one. But He has helped me more too. And that is with my sexuality. Which I knew well, but kept separate from my other identities. Pan is known for his sexual freedom. And thanks to him I am finally beginning to put into context my sexuality as a furry with my spiritual and artistic social side. He has given me this path and I am greatful as I feel stronger than ever in being free as who I am. That is why he appears in this picture.
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It is also final to note that if you look closely on the lapel of his jacket you will see an anti-Nazi badge. Unlike those who tend to listen to black metal or fantasy fans, Rufe and I are extremely political and lean FAR to the left when it comes to social issues. I ID as somewhat of a humanist if anything. The preservation of people's rights to a happy life is the most strongest belief I hold. I am extremely against racists and nationalists and loathe the concept of nations and war in general. I am NOT patriotic of the USA nor for any other country. I only stand for us as people... and so far as they are not destroying the environment that gave them an existence and supports them still. I believe man cna live in harmony with nature and himself and others, but first he hust reject materialism, nations, borders, and capitalism. As I stay here on FA you will here a LOT about my thoughts on the social and political landscape in the world. I am a fighter.
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To those who took the time to read thorugh all my crap, I thank you from the bottom of my heart! I hope that you will come to like this strange squirrel and all his oddness. :) Hes lonesome and could use the friendship.
Rufé
Based off my very first fully fledged anthro character who went under the same name. The only one earlier than him was Sammy squirrel, whom I could not use today for his defining trait was being a christian (which I am no longer nor will ever be again!).
Rufe like me is a goth first and foremost. A romantic style goth with black lace and ruffled shirts. The special feature though... Rufé most often wears a long skirt instead of pants... He is a male, but for him this is part of how he identifies himself... a modest gender ambiguity filtered through goth culture. The way you see him dress. Is in fact the way I dress in real life. No longer tied to metalhead or mainstream culture. Only following my own identity as a unique person.
---
Goth as Rufe is, he is however NOT a fan of standard gothic/industial/dance music but in fact solely listens to metal and related darkwave subjenres, EXPLICITLY BLACK METAL AND DEATH DOOM. Music is HUGE in his and mine life. Without it we die.
You can see I have also dressed him in a kutte even. Covered in band logos and references... I IMPLORE you guys check out these artists and hear the sound that makes up my spiritual side! If anyo0one really wants to get to know my char and myself, this is essential. I have provided links to albums I make reference too in this drawing.
BLACK METAL
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnU_sxO8vys Astarot (this album is one of the most meaningful underground metal albums of my entrie life.... note its artwork is the giant patch on the back of my chars jacket)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ST_HgYnHl6k Abyssmal Nocturne
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-428yoXnbtY Dimmu Borgir
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNnYZhW9Z28 Blut Aus Nord (Only the memorial vetusta albums, this one being the first atmospheric black metal album to feature the artwork of Kristan Wahlin, a painter whose work was essential to my embrace of metal music)
DEATH DOOM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEWWwwjRJyg Thorns of the Carrion (the greatest death doom album of all time and one of the most intense expressions gothic style has ever been given!)
METAL RELATED GOTHIC MUSIC:
these are the artists whose quotes Ive written on the drawing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QW7g1w4_e9M Shadowcaster (only the first album. A cd that people revile and even the original artist (a brutish metalhead) is less than enthusiastic about, but It is a fucking masterpiece of self-isolation and beautiful primitve synth, computer, and sound effects that I doubt anyone really will ever see like I do)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dahByhWw3nc Canaan (extremely sophisticated and elitist gothic ROCK made by a former doom metalhead who became obsessed with creating a perfect but unattainable melancholic release)
And you will find over my period here I will also use my FA as a platform for sharing my most cherished music. I have to as I have actually no one I know whom likes this stuff and wishes to share it with me. I hope to perhaps then turn people on to this obscure stuff... the most extreme end of what one could call 'gothic'.
---
I have had lots of identities in the past... but THIS one is my flagship character. He is meant to go everywhere and be exactly me as I am in life with no filters or posturing personas. The first time ive ever let myself open up completely.
I have to thank my chosen god whom I worship... Pan.
Pan the goat-man god of the Greek pantheon represented the union of nature and music together... 2 of the most absolute essentials of my life. And the symbol of man and animal as one. But He has helped me more too. And that is with my sexuality. Which I knew well, but kept separate from my other identities. Pan is known for his sexual freedom. And thanks to him I am finally beginning to put into context my sexuality as a furry with my spiritual and artistic social side. He has given me this path and I am greatful as I feel stronger than ever in being free as who I am. That is why he appears in this picture.
---
It is also final to note that if you look closely on the lapel of his jacket you will see an anti-Nazi badge. Unlike those who tend to listen to black metal or fantasy fans, Rufe and I are extremely political and lean FAR to the left when it comes to social issues. I ID as somewhat of a humanist if anything. The preservation of people's rights to a happy life is the most strongest belief I hold. I am extremely against racists and nationalists and loathe the concept of nations and war in general. I am NOT patriotic of the USA nor for any other country. I only stand for us as people... and so far as they are not destroying the environment that gave them an existence and supports them still. I believe man cna live in harmony with nature and himself and others, but first he hust reject materialism, nations, borders, and capitalism. As I stay here on FA you will here a LOT about my thoughts on the social and political landscape in the world. I am a fighter.
---
To those who took the time to read thorugh all my crap, I thank you from the bottom of my heart! I hope that you will come to like this strange squirrel and all his oddness. :) Hes lonesome and could use the friendship.
Category Artwork (Traditional) / Portraits
Species Squirrel
Size 1280 x 984px
File Size 350.9 kB
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