Well im not the smartest person definantly not the fastest not the best grandson or son not the best friend. i quit highschool and tried to jump into a world i had NO clue about. somtimes you take everything forgranted push everyone away until there gone and not going to come back somtimes you just have to bite down on the bullet they say just get out there ! hmm well that dont always work for everyone.the pain is all real and i see it in everyones eyes as i walk down the street the lifeless pain some people have it rough and some have it horrible. but me im just stupid not self pitty just dumb and im tired of trying so hard to look around and have it smack me in the face this world is shit but at the same time oh so beautiful. this is not the easy way out but i dont deserve this im not strong enough as for others whom in which battle there way though life and make it u are awesome but for people like me im jut a waist of prescious time and space.