Oh man, that's pretty deep. Well, I kinda hear where you're coming from, and what helped me a great deal, is this: The thing is not to wait for people and things to come your way, but more learn to acknowledge the many small things in life, as a big thing.

Learning to enjoy that slice of pizza, in combination with a good TV show (or whatever small things you might be able to enjoy), in replacement of being with a many friends. And heck, that's not really an easy task at all, and takes a quite allot of convincing yourself, and might be impossible for some.

And one other thing is, when life turns ugly and empty on yah, first thing is to improve the things, or people around you. But sometimes it's just better to lower your standards, until life improves for you. Once again.. not easy, but besides the obvious pick ups, it's the best I got for you.. sorry.

But just so you know, even though it seems like this planet is filled with beings that don't care, there are always people that care, and they are closer then you think. ;3

Take care man.

Read this and get back to me:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/.....8/#cid:4062467

Hmmm.... like a scathed soul. This is done well. I really feel the sadness in this.

Thanks. That was what I was trying for, and I felt deep when I was writing it.

It's very touching. I hope you'll be alright pal.

Im getting there. Read the journal I linked, it will explain the feelings behind it.

That's extremely harsh. The reason about the jobs is because there's a global resession going on and nobody is hiring but I feel your pain since I too am jobless, feel like I should end it here and now but I can't because I'll only end up hurting my girlfriend for life. Lets hope that you can pull through this bad patch.

Slowly I am, with the help of my friends, including yourself. Its more about everything out of my control, besides the job issue. The questions that constantly run through my mind, for example. Answers that I seek...cannot be answered from within this time.

I've a friend that helped me through a problem that I've been having and he really gave me the answer. Maybe you could send me your problem in a note and I'll send it to him, he'll reply back and I'll give you the answer. It'll help you but that's if you want me to.

Ill consider that. Thanks.

No problem. Glad I could help.