Sadly a lot of things have been going on in my life that really bringing my depression on hard.

I feel let down and my friends who aren't even my friends anymore. I thought I could trust them but no. I sadly live in a life where I'm just used for other peoples gain. No-one cares about me. If they didn't they would be comforting me.

Had letters from the Department of Work and Pensions who sent our tax credits back claiming about some misinformation which brings my mom down (my father is not in the picture of my life).

Not only that but also had the district council on my back and have now started to make me pay over £1000 (Money I can ill afford) that I wasn't entitled to. (They have a legal right to claim this back even though it was their own fault for paying me too much in the first place.)

My mom has a terminal illness and they won't leave her alone. All the time its painful and I can't take this anymore. When I'm not at home I'm doing myu volunteering then as soon as I come home its "Where have you been?, why weren't you here?" I tell my mom about the volunteering which I'm working hard at but she's not interested. I go to my room and sit down and bring my legs upto my body wondering if theres a way out.

"....There is...."

"The next morning I head to the bus stop, get the bus, get to the station, I then take the train to Birmingham New Street station, then I take a train straight to London, I get to the London and ask someone where the DWP office is, they point me in the right direction and I go to it, I see across the street a building and climb the stairs and make it to the roof as I look down at the road below. I look up again and say the words in my head "Goodbye world" before I make my decision to jump."

"Members of the public below are unaware of whats about to happen as I jump and begin to fall, floor after floor the wind rushing past me. Everything seems to slow down as I cry one last tear. The pain I've been through was preventable from the DWP but my death was sadly inevitable."

Sadly things aren't getting better even though people and furs alike say it will. I've pretty much given up, why keep going? honestly why?

I'm at a point where I'm losing my will to carry on :'(

All you read in this is true, austerity is hitting hard in Britain with bankers getting a only 5% pay cut, making millions of pounds each year, hard working people getting less and less wages each month and the disabled being forced to work or risk having their benefits sanctioned and not paid for weeks, too many people will die in Britain from austerity measures and I will be no exception. 30,000 deaths have been known to be recorded due to austerity yet still why isn't anything happening. Why do the police protect that coward of a prime minister of ours. Over 1 million people are using foodbanks, how can Britain be called Great Britain with shit like this happening?

THIS ISN'T DRAMA, THIS IS A CRY FOR HELP, I CAN'T TAKE THIS NO MORE.

UPDATE: A FREEDOM OF INFORMATION REQUEST - 10,600 people had died between January and November 2011.

UPDATE Summer 2019: Its been confirmed that over 130,000 people have died in the UK as a result of conservative DWP sanctions.The UN has condemmed the government but they're defending their decision.