Today starts the first day of my iron artist challenge I am doing by myself since I was suppose to start with someone else but they're too busy. Its suppose to be a journey of teaching myself how to draw and practice every day, but I decided to start it off on a little downer. What most people don’t know is that I lack the confidence in myself yo draw. Sure, You can say I just started out and I should not expect so greatly of myself, but sadly the perfectionist in me does. So many people told me i shouldn’t assume to be perfect when I draw, but then I look at my other friends and grow envious because they have skills that I wish I had. It just goes to show what type of person I am deep down inside. Anyways… Wanted to just place up my first pic of me just placing all the things that swarm in my head each time I draw. No matter how much people continue to tell me “Just practice manti. It will get better.” Or “Give yourself time to learn.” i just will always push the self doubt card and possibly give up. *sigh* It sucks some days being me… I just wish i could put these emotions aside and do what I love the most… but i’m afraid that I will ruin my own dream myself…