Wow I really like your shading and the organic look of this work! Very nice!

Thank you, Fae! ^^ First time being commented on. Lol

If you drew this you should be proud af. This is EXCELLENT linework! The thick bold lines mixed with the hatchin/cross hatching is something I had to be TAUGHT and work on a lot to end up with my lines now! Seems you're a natural!~ Try not to discourage yourself! Remember, when you post to your gallery, it's a "slice of cake" suddenly there that wasn't. The audience will ALWAYS see cake. No matter how lopsided or awkwardly stacked! So always add cake where there was no cake before.

Aaaaa! Sorry to disappoint you! I can no longer do it anymore! I wasted my talent, and I really regret it! Life has been a roller coaster. I'm just shy at sharing it in my journal and stuff.

My drawing progression is a mess.

Nah man! No amount of time is ever too late! You can learn anything at any age given the right headspace. Seems you're not into it right now, but maybe in the future!
So instead of:
"I can no longer do it anymore! I wasted my talent, and I really regret it!"
Try this instead:
"I haven't been in the best place and I feel stuck right now, I regret it, but maybe in the future I can find some time!"
That leaves it open ended, like it really is! ALso you're not disappointing me, I have no expectations of you! Again, read what I posted! I only see cake.

Thank you for your motivation!

I will keep on practicing in the future! Right now, I'm just stuck in a loop!

And yeah, I misunderstood! Hehe! Thank you for being a wonderful person! Aaaaa!

Just hate to see folks beat themselves up harder than they should :"D! Been there and you gotta (as dumb as it sounds) be kind to yourself in your own head! Otherwise you'll always be too demotivated to even try!

Holy cow that looks amazing!