So it was a vent art, but before making linaert I erased a loop on her neck, so that's why she's holding her throat and crying and being just sad little plumpy gryphon.
Now, if you imagine the invisible loop, you can clearly say that it is made of all the stress i'm going through. Looking on dA or fa makes me feel really nervous. All the great artists, even less popular, are actually a way better than me. Or maybe I am thinking too much. But people do not lie, right? Why are there stats telling me that my picture is actually worse than their? Is it something like a rece? So I do not want to take a part on it. I am just too weak for being judged. All my school was about judging me and my physical appearance. What's the point? Srsly, what's the point...
Wow, so that was kinda like rant I guess~