100 percent describes me right now tbh. i understand this feeling

man i pay too much to go a week without a reply to my phone calls, doctors are mad sucky

ikr? doctor visits are hella expensive to begin with and it depends on your meds too for prices. but having to go when u really need something to keep your mental health stable and with no response only makes me go even more anxiety crazy

FOR REAL man I could rant about this biz for forever, but right now i just feel helpless like I'm trying to contact doctors n shit but no one responds so my bad habits are getting worse to cope which upsets my partner and i just ://///// doc pls

i know :( like u can always tell when u are sort of relapsing because all of your warning symptoms start popping up. and you do them and you know they are bad but u cant not do them or push yourself to not do them. and when they dont answer you are just trapped ;w;

WELL i hope thingsg et better for both of us, thanks for the chat friend <3

SORRY TO VENT WTF!! I'm a lame-o

its ok man. im going through nearly the same situation. you arent anymore of a lame-o than me

I've had a doctor do that to me too. "behavior is worse? more meds! behavior still worse? MOAR MEEEDS!!!!"

It's hard to find one that isn't just in it for the money, especially if you have a mental illness :///////

well just remember, social security disability is for those people who have completely incurable illnesses.

nevermind if medicating you for the problem will give you suicidal thoughts, it's the fact that it's treating what you applied for that they look at.

uuuuffff its just a pain, I just want to be able to not hurt the people I love by doing stupid junk ://// wah sorry whine whine

just remember, they will lower the bar as much as they need to so you can fit into some sort of "normality" even if it's so low it's going into the negatives. trust me, going through the same things right now.

My gf struggled with a terrible pill doctor for years because her family wouldn't let her switch.
I'd definitely switch if I were you... if you can. You need someone who will meet your needs and actually listen to what you have to say.
Bluh bluh I'm just
so sorry to see that you're struggling so much with this D:
that's such shit and I really really hope things work out a bit better soon! ; n ; <3

(Your toony style kills me your expressions are to die for geez)