
People often say they wish they had dreams like I do. So vivid, so lucid, so real. For the most part my dreams are a wondrous thing that I cherish. But sometimes they are bad. Very bad.
This is Volak Kell. He is the closest thing I ever had to the bogeyman. He did not spawn nightmares but night terrors that were horribly vivid with full sensory perception. What made the whole experience worse was I'd realize that these were dreams but I could not seem to wake up from. When I did wake I'd very disoriented, violently ill and would often have pulled muscles from my flailing.
Volak was this thin, gaunt. fellow with long billowing white hair and wolf skull for a head. Although he had empty eye sockets he wore these square gold framed glasses. He usually wore this dark red robe and his voice was icy cold. "Even if you kill yourself, I'll find you." Is a quote I remember from him.
I final banished him year ago by finally doing a series of pictures of him which exorcised him from my mind. He has not been in my dreams since.
This is Volak Kell. He is the closest thing I ever had to the bogeyman. He did not spawn nightmares but night terrors that were horribly vivid with full sensory perception. What made the whole experience worse was I'd realize that these were dreams but I could not seem to wake up from. When I did wake I'd very disoriented, violently ill and would often have pulled muscles from my flailing.
Volak was this thin, gaunt. fellow with long billowing white hair and wolf skull for a head. Although he had empty eye sockets he wore these square gold framed glasses. He usually wore this dark red robe and his voice was icy cold. "Even if you kill yourself, I'll find you." Is a quote I remember from him.
I final banished him year ago by finally doing a series of pictures of him which exorcised him from my mind. He has not been in my dreams since.
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That is incredibly disturbing. I sometimes have very vivid dreams, but the detail and recall is incredible. It reminds me of dreams I used to have when I was younger though it was a situation/location deeply disturbing and disorienting. Anyway, fun times! I haven't had a bad dream in a long time and sadly wish I could sleep in so I could explore them further.
And I congratulate you on exorcising that very disturbing thing from your mind.
And I congratulate you on exorcising that very disturbing thing from your mind.
I had a similar "bogeyman" character in many of the recurring nightmares I had as a kid.
Mine was a man dressed in what was basically a black robe, with a black "KKK-style" hood. I never saw him clearly, but only in silhouette.
For about 11 years I would have the same identical nightmare almost every night involving that man. Even after that, when we moved away from my childhood home, he popped up now and again in different dreams. He was always either the focus, or the controller of all the negative, dark, evil and fearful things that were in my dreams, and whenever I would feel I was in a nightmare, I knew he was around, even when I couldn't see him.
Heck, can remember dreams where the whole thing was simply knowing he was coming, and desperately trying to wake myself up before he arrived.
But he only spoke to me once, and it was the most horrifying thing that has ever happened to me.
D.O.P.R
Mine was a man dressed in what was basically a black robe, with a black "KKK-style" hood. I never saw him clearly, but only in silhouette.
For about 11 years I would have the same identical nightmare almost every night involving that man. Even after that, when we moved away from my childhood home, he popped up now and again in different dreams. He was always either the focus, or the controller of all the negative, dark, evil and fearful things that were in my dreams, and whenever I would feel I was in a nightmare, I knew he was around, even when I couldn't see him.
Heck, can remember dreams where the whole thing was simply knowing he was coming, and desperately trying to wake myself up before he arrived.
But he only spoke to me once, and it was the most horrifying thing that has ever happened to me.
D.O.P.R
If Muses are angels, then this one is a Dark Muse, a creature of imagination and inspiration, but also of pure malice. Interesting that the method of exorcism was committing him to paper; perhaps all he wanted was to be free of your mind, much like the many creative impulses that Muses bring into being?
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