
To enrapture me like no other, I'm forever grateful to you
I remember when you held your hand out to me...
I was wrapping up from that stage in my life of being reckless and using, and was instead spiraling into my own darkness. My own regret and disarray from realizing how disappointed the one I was born to bring hope to would be had she seen how I turned out at that time. Had she seen how icky and tainted I became. I couldn't escape the despair that overcame me
I was always told that I would be a little sunshine, a light that would brighten everyone's life and help. A source of comfort and care. And to see that I had descended from that and became such a horrible person, I told myself to become that brightness again. but how could I be that pure again, knowing the hearts I have hurt. I couldn't handle that I have made so much damage. I wanted to find my light again but how can I when I only saw the dim path
That's when you reached out. I felt your hand and you tugged me into a brighter light. My own desperate attempt to reach out made a big enough spark for someone to notice me, and that someone was you
When I was born to the light and then dragged into darkness, you helped me spark up again. I was thriving in the dark, not that I wanted to, and just so badly wanted to be that sunshine again. Maybe the little spark I had to muster was the call you seen. How you found it in yourself to help me, I won't know. But as you slowly dragged me and then helped me into the light I was brought up to be, I made it my goal to make sure you shine twice as bright as I do
I was given a life of heartache and pain. I wanted to be sure that you would barely know what that would feel like. It was my objective to make you happy. Because your happiness brings me a sense of joy and peace, a reminder that we are ok and that things will always be ok. Where I thrived in the dark, I now thrive in the light and I will take you with me as I become brighter, to give you everything you deserve, for what little you were given
And even then, I never would have guessed that I would gain your trust and loyalty, your happiness. To be a part of your world. And in return, for me to become filled with the hope I had lost many years ago and to be optimistic and delighted with life. You gave me the world itself
Thank you, for being there. For being my best friend, for being my confident, for being that big brother I never had and then to be the lover that I would spend the rest of my life with. Thank you for being you
I know that you will always pick me back up. You help me rise up when life beats me down. Hell, even when I beat myself back down, even killing myself a few times when in some deep sorrow. You saved me and helped me save myself. You gave me so much happiness and hope back then that now I'm bleeding with so much of it. The love I have for you exceeds anything of this world, and it will never falter
I owe you my life. For delicately holding my heart and the tender care you always gave me all this time
Guess what other piece I forgot to upload when I came back. This ooone. Guh. I keep finding these awesome emotional pieces in my files that I forgot and it hurts me that I forget them. Oh well, at least I can show them when I find them. The emotions that went into them are still strong
Azith ©
Rona, art © myself
I remember when you held your hand out to me...
I was wrapping up from that stage in my life of being reckless and using, and was instead spiraling into my own darkness. My own regret and disarray from realizing how disappointed the one I was born to bring hope to would be had she seen how I turned out at that time. Had she seen how icky and tainted I became. I couldn't escape the despair that overcame me
I was always told that I would be a little sunshine, a light that would brighten everyone's life and help. A source of comfort and care. And to see that I had descended from that and became such a horrible person, I told myself to become that brightness again. but how could I be that pure again, knowing the hearts I have hurt. I couldn't handle that I have made so much damage. I wanted to find my light again but how can I when I only saw the dim path
That's when you reached out. I felt your hand and you tugged me into a brighter light. My own desperate attempt to reach out made a big enough spark for someone to notice me, and that someone was you
When I was born to the light and then dragged into darkness, you helped me spark up again. I was thriving in the dark, not that I wanted to, and just so badly wanted to be that sunshine again. Maybe the little spark I had to muster was the call you seen. How you found it in yourself to help me, I won't know. But as you slowly dragged me and then helped me into the light I was brought up to be, I made it my goal to make sure you shine twice as bright as I do
I was given a life of heartache and pain. I wanted to be sure that you would barely know what that would feel like. It was my objective to make you happy. Because your happiness brings me a sense of joy and peace, a reminder that we are ok and that things will always be ok. Where I thrived in the dark, I now thrive in the light and I will take you with me as I become brighter, to give you everything you deserve, for what little you were given
And even then, I never would have guessed that I would gain your trust and loyalty, your happiness. To be a part of your world. And in return, for me to become filled with the hope I had lost many years ago and to be optimistic and delighted with life. You gave me the world itself
Thank you, for being there. For being my best friend, for being my confident, for being that big brother I never had and then to be the lover that I would spend the rest of my life with. Thank you for being you
I know that you will always pick me back up. You help me rise up when life beats me down. Hell, even when I beat myself back down, even killing myself a few times when in some deep sorrow. You saved me and helped me save myself. You gave me so much happiness and hope back then that now I'm bleeding with so much of it. The love I have for you exceeds anything of this world, and it will never falter
I owe you my life. For delicately holding my heart and the tender care you always gave me all this time
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Guess what other piece I forgot to upload when I came back. This ooone. Guh. I keep finding these awesome emotional pieces in my files that I forgot and it hurts me that I forget them. Oh well, at least I can show them when I find them. The emotions that went into them are still strong
Azith ©

Rona, art © myself
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Dragon (Other)
Size 1500 x 807px
File Size 1.48 MB
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