I've been contemplating this for a long while. A very long while. I often do artwork for people as a way of speaking for when I find it difficult to do so. I haven't been entirely the best at communicating with people in general for the past year and it makes it seem like I don't care or that I'm not interested or that I'm not a good friend or a person for it. It's upsetting and I try to make up for it, but it usually goes unnoticed or unappreciated. Not blaming anyone for anything. No need to.

I just wanted to do this mostly to show that I try and I care. It's difficult for me to show it in ways that don't make me feel awkward or anxious, so I just draw it out. It could end up conveying something else but I always feel better after getting it out.
I don't really know where I'm going with this anymore... I'm just going to keep moving forward.

Thanks for reading if you did or even if you looked at this piece. I appreciate it greatly.

Cheers

art&chara©deja-blu
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