I've had a hell of a life....I just sat outside and thought how much I been through...those grim days...I will tell the whole story in my life...

I was born on the day of February 22..I was nothing but a peace loving lovable kid that I though everyone was good people...until my mom met this one guy and there I thought...hey...my mom has a man..that is so wonderful..but was it wonderful? I thought wrong...after a couple months he started to act funny...the violent way...and that was a start of my abusive life...he would beat on my mother....beat the living hell out of me...and not the beat you guys think of that will change your whole perspective of life...it changed mine...but not in a good way...he would punch me...hang me upside down..would find every reason to just come after me..every day my mom would leave for work...I would beg her not to go because that could of been the day that I could of got killed...few years later..I will skip the kindergarten years...as I will get to the first grade scenario...every day that I would walk into my elementary school..I had no friends...everybody was real cold...and I thought my life could of been better but it was a twist of events...everyday in lunch I would sit alone and eat and just tear up about how my life is torture in recess everybody would play and I would just sit alone...tears flowing out my eyes like a waterfall thinking what my moms abusive husband would do next...I was worrying more about my mother than me...no one would ever check if I was okay...I was too scared to tell the teacher what my mother's husband has done to me my mom and my sister because if I would of told...i knew that I would have more bruises or worse when I get home...everyday when I go home I would do my homework...hoping he wasn't home..and if he wasn't home...I would just hide in my room hoping he wouldn't go near me...and when he doesn't..boy I tell you...I would survive that day with no harm...this has happened for almost 5 or 11 years....now ever since those think back...what dark days those were...nobody would really understand really...I have more to it but...I just....can't anymore...