Ok, lemme first state right now, I'm NOT the victim here. I just realized that the drawings looks like I was under heavy fire and did nothing wrong--that's not true. I messed up badly on my end, just to say here and now!

We both did things. We both messed up. But that's ok. Even tho this was months and months before and we made up weeks ago, it's clear that the regret is still there for both parties. That things were said that will still admittedly be burned into my mind for a while, and I've been working on my end to make up for what I messed up on my half. And I'm pretty certain it's being done the same on the other half.
You did things. You said things, things that still hurt me and Azith. But one thing to be sure for is that we're always here for you. I forgave you, and the upcoming call will open up communication with Azith again. He may need a bit of time to forgive you, but know that he's not going to just up and leave.
This barrier in between us might be up a bit longer. Because of us being extremely close, the hurt is still there. But it's ok. It's going to be ok.
Where most friendships die off is where ours only got stronger. We both did things, but we both also acknowledged our mistakes and we talked. That's a big step, and it can only get better from here.

I forgave you, and will always try to help you. Azith and I care about you and if you need anyone to turn to, there's always us to lend a hand


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The reason I tried to draw Eme's Aden mainly here is because I was trying to understand the other half of this. Even tho in the argument, I was told to plainly fuck off and never talk to him again, it was confessed that after that very argument, he regretted everything. I very well know how I felt, so I wanted to know the hurt on his side too to better understand and empathize with him. And to show that, both parties CAN be hurt. But like said, sometimes a little distance can really help you think and realize a few things.
What comes after is up to the person.
I'm just really grateful that we're still best friends. I'm gonna do my best to help him and to be there for him.

When you become a friend that has a place in my heart, it's the least I could do.



Aden © myemetophobia
Art © myself



I hope I'm not making anyone roll their eyes with how feelsy I've been lately