Have ya had those times when you just have to force a smile to make someone else happy but on the inside your braking down to the point where you feel like your going insane from it?....Well my friend, thats my everyday like right there...heh

l've been going through alote of crap lately.....mostly computer related....and at times l just feel like stabbing myself in the head from all the stress l've been feelin...been depressed but does anyone here give a crap, naw.....

only good thing l got goin for me is my mate and a handful of friends who have been tryin to help the best they can.....and l thank them for that...

hah...and guess what l found out when l woke up, sick? xD......all my work has been DELETED!! Commissions, Trades, Gift Art, New Character Sketch....all of it GONE!.....*growls*

but l have to keep smilin to make everyone happy and l just feel like lm loosin it....seems like everytime l have somethin goin and feelin good about somethin l get shot right back down into a pit of shit and l dun like it....-_-;;

sorry....