Doing wrong? Why do you think you've done something wrong?

I've been an amazingly emotional train-wreck of a person lately; I feel like I'm just a wheel spinning with no grip. Thankfully folks have been kind (like your goodself, sir!), but this feeling of insignificance just won't go away. And I'm trying, I hate feelings like this, feeling like I'm crying out for attention... I'm not that kind of person, I haven't been for a very long time (teenage years? fuggeddhaboutit), yet I just feel like... the only reason I exist is for just existing. Sounds low and stupid, I know... I've been trying like hell to stop feeling so selfish, it's hard to stop bad habits. This just came out of said feelings and while I've been beating the garbage out of myself, I kind of liked this. Her expression mirrors my feelings.

Oh.. okay, I know that place - been there a few times myself. Just try to remember - it's not the only place there is. And it isn't anything you've done that's put you there, so you can get out. <=)

And if you can, see if there's a medical someone who can check you out. A lot of times, feeling that way is caused by things you didn't know about, health-wise. Sometimes things that you couldn't have helped no matter how much of your health was under your control. And not all the online friends in the world saying "Cheer up!" and offering online hugs can fix those things.

But for what it's worth... try to cheer up. *hugs*