
This is the kind of stuff I write when it's 3am in the morning and I can't sleep aaaand I'm feeling shitty. I'm fine now though.
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I wasn't sure whether to post it. I try to keep things positive but at the same time if something pops into my head and it feels authentic (and not just me feeling sorry for myself/whiny which I do way too often) I don't think I should delete it. I think it helps folks feel not so alone in how they feel. I'm glad I went with my gut feeling and that you found it meaningful.
I enjoyed digging all the song references out of this one, starting with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDDlvBfsOek
I actually had this one https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VgbsEz15SGg stuck in my head while I was writing it hence the second line. Most everything I write is written to someone else's tune. I know my stuff comes from the heart and ends up being its own thing but I can't help feel sometimes like I'm just copying other peoples stuff.
I know I'm sincere. I just...I dunno. Part of me feels like I'm so full of shit, y'know? I feel like some day everyone is going to find out how full of shit and pathetic I really am. I know I shouldn't feel like that. I've done a lot of good I know I have but a lot of the reason why I'm able to deal with life is because I spend so much time fooling myself.
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