Hard to believe its been 4 months since I lost the light of my life...
*sigh* its been so long since I got to hold her... and its been getting to me...
I try very hard to smile and laugh when I think of her because in all honesty she did some pretty silly and even stupid things sometimes and I laugh then outta now where I just start bawling.

it may not seem like a big deal to a lot of people but as ive stated before, This little black fuzzball was like my kid. Ive tried coping and ive tried moving on but its rough for me to move on from this sort of thing. Specially when my dad has gotten a new dog. now hes a rescue and im happy we can help him but... he isn't my dog... and just.. when I hear him bark I freak out or when I wake up and hes curled up under the blankets I start crying because for that split second I forget that isn't kia there...

*shrug* I guess im just an emotional reck lately and im hopin soon I wont have to cry over her cause ill just be happy I had her in my life.

I just needed to draw a piece of me holding her as we see one another finally before we cross the rainbow bridge together <3 that's a day I cant wait for.

Kia and art© me
Kia ki was my rl dog who I miss very much