TD;DR version

Something I wanted to past early this year but that never happend, we'll see how I'll do from here on out.

Long version:
This will look familiar to those who have been following my artowork, it's me seeing if I've improved any worth a damn compared to my earlier attempt almost 2 years ago, http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11598178/

Though when comparing the two, on some end it dosen't seem like much if anything. But on another...it's clear I'm trying to make things...tighter, more accurate, and trying to be more percise.

Since trying to also not suck anymore with digital artwork, I felt in order to make that job easier, to make sure what I draw is as good as I can make it at that time.

This was suppose to be posted at the start of this year as some new attempt at being more consistent with my artwork on a more common basis.

But a lot of things have happened that have resulted in that not happening. ...I'd specify but given how few people want to hear of others troubles, I'll just be broad enough to say I've had to call the suicide hotline a few times.

Any specifics will be elsewhere...

And to be frank I had promised myself that until I could at the very damn least draw something worthwhile every week, once I could establish some king of art groove and rythim, all the while seeing how to improve to then post...that simply has not come to pass. I don't know if it will given how things have been going.

But I've decided if I'm going to try and get anywhere, even if I keep fucking up, I may as well see if I can start (again) with this.

We'll see wount we?

I want to promise more and while I do have it...I've got a lot of cyncism to deal with among other things.