actually debating on the name still but big bad works for now / u\

ack there's a lot of self indulgence in this design and identifying with it; if i could be anything within some reason it would be this: big and strong and not super unattractive ahah
also somewhat masculine coded i guess ..um / n\;

identifying with things that are too...unrealistic or indulgent for me is really, really hard... like, i can do 'cute' sometimes but i don't think as a person ill ever be 'beautiful' and beauty just isn't something i identify with
and ive got a lot of recently occurring problems with dysphoria and stuff and, i just, don't really know where im gonna end up with this but!

having a place like this to escape to, and having fursonas like this to allow myself to identify with, to give myself the freedom to identify with something i'd consider handsome or cool or cute is really, really nice
but difficult and takes some getting used to ha haaa...

anyway / n\;;; sorry i wrote so much here ahh

pronouns for this guy are he/they/it