
"If you want me hold me back..."
Good words....
While I was in Texas, I had such a great time. Everyone was so wonderful and giving and made me feel very welcome and loved. However... *sighs* There is a certain pain I still carry with me, a deep open wound on my heart, even now. I've gotten pretty good at carrying it, I think, but sometimes it takes me and I'm overwhelmed. There were a couple of those times, laying on the floor with my mind drifting, dwelling, that it won. Not the memories, not all the words, the promises made and furgotten, but the sorrow and the loss. *pops hir neck* I had a moment. To try and keep another one at bay, I did this.
I figure it was pretty accurate.
Good words....
While I was in Texas, I had such a great time. Everyone was so wonderful and giving and made me feel very welcome and loved. However... *sighs* There is a certain pain I still carry with me, a deep open wound on my heart, even now. I've gotten pretty good at carrying it, I think, but sometimes it takes me and I'm overwhelmed. There were a couple of those times, laying on the floor with my mind drifting, dwelling, that it won. Not the memories, not all the words, the promises made and furgotten, but the sorrow and the loss. *pops hir neck* I had a moment. To try and keep another one at bay, I did this.
I figure it was pretty accurate.
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*softly places a small kiss on your nose, and just holds you softly*
Any time, and I mean, any time, you ever need someone too talk too, or just someone too talk too you, Ash, I'm here.
Oh, and in the upcoming weeks, if you'll permit it, I have something special in mind, I will note you the details :3
Any time, and I mean, any time, you ever need someone too talk too, or just someone too talk too you, Ash, I'm here.
Oh, and in the upcoming weeks, if you'll permit it, I have something special in mind, I will note you the details :3
I suppose so. Interesting point... I guess it's always a balancing act in our relationships, the pain we cause purposefully or not, against the love we support our partner with. In this one instance though, Just this one, I really wish it weren't so. *sighs* But at least I'm not doing this every day anymore...
*smiles and hugs you as well*
That's a very wonderful thing you've said there, hun. Don't blame yourself though. *sighs* I'm not Saint Augustin, and I could end this torment myself... well, not myself really. That would still require another.
You've done plenty just by saying that, honey. Really.
That's a very wonderful thing you've said there, hun. Don't blame yourself though. *sighs* I'm not Saint Augustin, and I could end this torment myself... well, not myself really. That would still require another.
You've done plenty just by saying that, honey. Really.
Oh Boots... but I do. *smiles and touches your face*
You know I do, because I promised I would. I have to, because it's my word. I'm worth nothing if I cannot be trusted to hold up my word... So, I carry on, best I can. To keep my promises means I have to make certain sacrifices. One of those is an amount of emotional trauma I've never felt before, but I knew this might happen when I signed up fur it, so I go on. Thank you anyways hun, fur putting up with my insanity. *;eans on tha shoulder*
By the by... you and Kitty okay?
You know I do, because I promised I would. I have to, because it's my word. I'm worth nothing if I cannot be trusted to hold up my word... So, I carry on, best I can. To keep my promises means I have to make certain sacrifices. One of those is an amount of emotional trauma I've never felt before, but I knew this might happen when I signed up fur it, so I go on. Thank you anyways hun, fur putting up with my insanity. *;eans on tha shoulder*
By the by... you and Kitty okay?
Awwr...more sad piccies...*hugs*
Really powerful/intense image though, dear. It is my personal theory that the worst feelings produce some of the most amazing artwork...atleast, for those who have a taste for darker things. Most of my venty art I have been taught to hide from others, as they get me scolded...which is a shame, and I may change that someday, as I'm quite proud of many of them.
Really powerful/intense image though, dear. It is my personal theory that the worst feelings produce some of the most amazing artwork...atleast, for those who have a taste for darker things. Most of my venty art I have been taught to hide from others, as they get me scolded...which is a shame, and I may change that someday, as I'm quite proud of many of them.
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