Adapted from my journals
Where else do I begin?
Like many of you, when I was growing up, I knew there was something different about me. In so many ways I was not like the "others". I had "furry" thoughts...no need to explain to you what that means. I knew these thoughts were wrong. Maybe they still are. I thought I had a demon. Maybe I still do. I knew inherently that I could tell no one. Unknowingly, I followed in the steps of many young furry people before me-collecting stuffed animals and Disney toys and comics. It was publically acceptable to display these things-or at least have them in my possession. Having these items may have raised a few eyebrows, but their true meaning seems to have remained a secret. I thought I was the only person on earth who had these thoughts and felt these things. Then...
Love, D-
Where else do I begin?
Like many of you, when I was growing up, I knew there was something different about me. In so many ways I was not like the "others". I had "furry" thoughts...no need to explain to you what that means. I knew these thoughts were wrong. Maybe they still are. I thought I had a demon. Maybe I still do. I knew inherently that I could tell no one. Unknowingly, I followed in the steps of many young furry people before me-collecting stuffed animals and Disney toys and comics. It was publically acceptable to display these things-or at least have them in my possession. Having these items may have raised a few eyebrows, but their true meaning seems to have remained a secret. I thought I was the only person on earth who had these thoughts and felt these things. Then...
Love, D-
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Who cares. Demons are awesome.
I'm really tired of the Judeo-Christian bullshit on supressing your sexuality and desires. It makes me really sad that religious values and morals still exist to this day, anyway don't ever feel strange because i have had this"furry thoughts" since i was 4-5 years old, believe it was back in 2002, and i never took it as strange it was just as my child intellect would call a "harmless fetish" I remember that as yesterday.
I'm really tired of the Judeo-Christian bullshit on supressing your sexuality and desires. It makes me really sad that religious values and morals still exist to this day, anyway don't ever feel strange because i have had this"furry thoughts" since i was 4-5 years old, believe it was back in 2002, and i never took it as strange it was just as my child intellect would call a "harmless fetish" I remember that as yesterday.
BTW, if you took this photo i really envy where it is you are living. Let me guess, Austria? I really envy other countries natural geographical places, in Denmark its mostly just.... plain old 'standard' nature. That and i really love snow, as you figured from my name i prefer winters. Just wondering on how it can be snowing where you are when its still fairly warm in Europe?
I was much the same way in my youth, rather, most of my life.
But then, shortly after getting my first laptop, I discovered Bad Dragon. From there, a whole new world opened up to me. I guess I had been too sheltered, never knowing about the growing community, just under the surface.
I often wish I had gone 'online' much sooner, things might have been different for me. As I figure I have been somewhat furry, since the release of "Bed Nobs and Broomsticks" by Walt Disney studios.
Yep, I'm an old coyote........
But then, shortly after getting my first laptop, I discovered Bad Dragon. From there, a whole new world opened up to me. I guess I had been too sheltered, never knowing about the growing community, just under the surface.
I often wish I had gone 'online' much sooner, things might have been different for me. As I figure I have been somewhat furry, since the release of "Bed Nobs and Broomsticks" by Walt Disney studios.
Yep, I'm an old coyote........
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