Also known as "Round 3"...
Figured I might want to get this one out of the way while I'm still on such a depressing kick.
As I said before, I had such a great time while I was away, but you can't get away from some things. Not that you should, really...
After I showed this one to Crys, she had such a hug fur me...
Another bit of a 'moment' I had, much like the other times I've had to look into that mirror, looking fur the reflection I'll need to see before I know my dream can be more than just that, gossamer and prayers. I was doing that search one night, late when everyone was asleep and it was just me in there, and I'm pretty sure I saw hir on the other side looking back. "Doubt", that is. Maybe it's not hir, maybe it's me that's at fault fur breaking everything? Maybe if I hadn't let Hir in the other side things wouldn't have fallen apart like that and shattered so irreparably. Hard to say. Maybe it can still be fixed. Time will tell... The dream is still good. Yep. Still good.
Anywho... I'm fine now... just need more coke.
The soda, goofus... *smirks*
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Don't think I forgot a chat we once had, Goofus =p I plan on stocking you up with Cola before I leave XD
*takes the mirror shard, shrugs, and paints it up in clown make-up so it doesnt bring you down as much* When in doubt, or sorrow, allways find the funny ^^.. unless it's a clown blowjob.. once you start dick gagging one of them, they just ain't funny no more Oo
*takes the mirror shard, shrugs, and paints it up in clown make-up so it doesnt bring you down as much* When in doubt, or sorrow, allways find the funny ^^.. unless it's a clown blowjob.. once you start dick gagging one of them, they just ain't funny no more Oo
*purrs softly* Very well said Phox, hun. Trouble is, I think I've finally come to terms with that, my own capacity fur ruining the things I find beautiful, but it's unfortunately a bit past the point of it making much difference... at least as fur as my dream goes. *shrugs and hugs warmly* Maybe I did, maybe I didn't....But...
Well... I'll just have to wait and see, I guess...
Well... I'll just have to wait and see, I guess...
Hes there always just below the surface, Taunting me to do things i wouldnt, Calling me weak for being kind, And telling me im a fool for trusting others. He says he only want to protect me and he has..... But at what cost? Everything he touches turns to ash, Every word he speaks is of pure hate, and every act is self serving. He is me and I him, We are the same and yet worlds apart.
We all have a side we keep hidden from others i am no different, I have my Demon i carry around with me everyday of my life. It is by sheer strength of will that he doesnt surface on a daily basis, So like many others i know how you feel dear. <3
We all have a side we keep hidden from others i am no different, I have my Demon i carry around with me everyday of my life. It is by sheer strength of will that he doesnt surface on a daily basis, So like many others i know how you feel dear. <3
Hes there always just below the surface, Taunting me to do things i wouldnt, Calling me weak for being kind, And telling me im a fool for trusting others. He says he only want to protect me and he has..... But at what cost? Everything he touches turns to ash, Every word he speaks is of pure hate, and every act is self serving. He is me and I him, We are the same and yet worlds apart.
It's almost creepy, as if you were actually there when it all happened. DOubt speaks and at times we listen..often to our own detriment, if not always.
Your words always seem to carry both warmth and wisdom, love. I've been very lucky to have made your acquaintance. There had better be someone special in that life of yours, hun. I can hardly imagine a sweet and sensitive compassionate feller like you being single. *smiles*
It's almost creepy, as if you were actually there when it all happened. DOubt speaks and at times we listen..often to our own detriment, if not always.
Your words always seem to carry both warmth and wisdom, love. I've been very lucky to have made your acquaintance. There had better be someone special in that life of yours, hun. I can hardly imagine a sweet and sensitive compassionate feller like you being single. *smiles*
Well... sorry to hear that, hun. It's a good philosophy you state. I couldn't agree more that it's beautiful to love someone, but to really love them, we can't demand that they change to fit our ideals, we must love them as they are.
Not that you need someone to complete your life by any means, but it does seem a shame that nobody has stepped up to meet the challenge with you. You seem such a kind and lovely soul in so many ways.
Not that you need someone to complete your life by any means, but it does seem a shame that nobody has stepped up to meet the challenge with you. You seem such a kind and lovely soul in so many ways.
Well... *places hir hand on yours* This one... I don't know if it's as much a battle as it's damage control. Maybe it's still a battle, but on a different front? I mean, the casualties have already been tallied to my knowledge... I can't honestly say if it's all my doing or not, such thoughts might just be me giving in to Doubt again when I was right in the furst place...
Either way, the shards tell the tale when they spell it right.
Either way, the shards tell the tale when they spell it right.
We all make mistakes, you know that. So don't expect everything that goes wrong to be your fault. *hugs you close* The defenses against doubt are reasoning, logic, and love. When you consider the conflict 3 against 1, doubt has the disadvantage. It's obviously a formidable foe, but if you have all three of the others, it can easily be beaten. And you are a smart understanding person with more love wrapped around you than you could comprehend. I know, cuz some of it's mine. :)
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