
Category All / Baby fur
Species German Shepherd
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This picture was just too much for me. After reading Kaeden's Commitment I literally cry every time I see this picture. Kaeden's face with tears makes me sad, and the look on his wolf plushie Ikici, well I don't know how but this is the first time a stuffed plushie's facial expression made me cry. I had way too much of a connection that made me relate a lot to Kaeden, and I mean a lot. Enough for it to make me emotional and cry. Which mind you I usually never cry over anything. Reading how happy Kaeden was with Ashleigh and then finding out he had graduated and wouldn't be able to stay as here puppy forever made me tear up. He just sounded like he was so sad, which made me sad. I don't know how I got so emotionally attached to this story but I feel like I was Kaeden while reading. It's not a bad thing that this picture and the story made me cry it actually help me to come to terms with myself that it's alright to cry, which is something I haven't done in years. It's been over a decade since I ever shed a tear. I fell under a dark depressing state and well pretty much almost lost everything because of it. I lost most my friends in December of 2012 after my best friend took his life. I just shut down then and my already depressed mood had driven me to a suicidal mindset. From all the support from friends I've made over the years online, I have slowly but surely been able to rebuild my life. A lot of times I felt awkward over the years because my depression made me feel like nothing which made me have a no emotion kind of feeling, which I always had no emotions that ever showed. After all these years of keeping all this sadness inside of me I just couldn't stand it anymore and well Kaeden's Commitment made me cry which all the artwork of Kaeden now makes me tear up which is something I never thought would happen. I guess with letting out the sadness and crying made room for new emotions, emotions like joy and happiness. So as of now I am a better person. Like Kaeden I need to make a commitment and stick to it no matter what the outcome is. If I give up now because I think it will fail in the end I will never know if it was true because I never gave it a chance to see what the end result truly is.
Forever Young, Forever A Wolf Pup, Forever Wolfie Travis
Forever Young, Forever A Wolf Pup, Forever Wolfie Travis
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