As some have read by furoxide's journal, Ryoshin passed away yesterday afternoon in my arms.. he was under two years old. I still havent even fully processed his passing. Even now i expect sqeaks for food and for me to pick him up so he can sleep on the bed with me. I dont have words for how empty i feel without him. we went on so many adventures... to anyone reading this... your pet is something beautiful, and you never know how long they may be by your side.. please give them a hug because you never know when you may lose them.
This is my last post for awhile... thank you to anyone who messaged me it means a lot that people care..
This is my last post for awhile... thank you to anyone who messaged me it means a lot that people care..
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thank you .--. he was... my first furry friend... growing up, we werent allowed pets because mum was allergic, and the apartments id been at before didnt allow animals either... i guess what im trying to say is... it hurt that much worse where my first attempt at having a kitten of my own ended so shortly .. ... *tears up*
I'm very sorry *hugs* i think you are right... but i still fight with myself about it, maybe because i am selfish, but i wanted him around for so much longer... and i feel guilty that i.. didnt try harder i guess? i'm glad Ryo isnt hurting anymore though .--. I guess im still very mixed about what happened... *hugs* t-thank you for saying what you have though, it helps .--. and i am sorry to have brought up hurtful memories ='/ *frets*
i think it is more a balance... crying like a baby is needed, but keeping everything he was to me is also important... he was a huge part of my day-to-day life.. so his urn is in a place i can see daily... and he is left a new piece of food each day to honor his memory... he was an amazingly beautiful creature and i never want to forget that i was able to be a part of his life
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