A year later and I am still an Inferno. Doesn't really help when people I hold dear to me just tell me to 'let it go' and 'get over it' instead of helping me to get over it. They brush it off like it was nothing. Make me sound like I've been nothing but a burden. Act like those two did nothing wrong. How can friends act like that. How can friends know about horrible shit that went down and then just go on and treat those who did it like they did nothing wrong. Every time i hear 'just let it go stop letting it bother you' i dig my claws in deeper cut through flesh and bone sink my teeth in lock my jaw and not let go. if you could feel what i feel i would guarantee that you would be just as angry when the people you love and trust tell you to 'get over it'
“I don’t want you to punch me and then hurt your hand and then not be able to draw” well that’s assuming that you think I don’t know how to land a punch properly.

this isn’t really a good time of year for me all of this pent up rage lately I don’t want to create, I want to destroy. i want to scream until my throat bleeds. i want you as far away from me as possible. move to fucking russia and hopefully the bears will eat you both.


im just going to play witcher 3 for the rest of the night since i can't fucking sleep