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Just a piece of vent art that's been trudging around my mind the past month and a half.
We all have dark sides to us. But mine... Mine was all I had for a long time to keep me going, I'd like to think I've moved past it now. But sometimes...sometimes... things hurt enough for me to want the numbing that came with embracing it.
We all have dark sides to us. But mine... Mine was all I had for a long time to keep me going, I'd like to think I've moved past it now. But sometimes...sometimes... things hurt enough for me to want the numbing that came with embracing it.
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Wolf
Size 976 x 850px
File Size 85.3 kB
In the short term it's nice, but it's far from the path of long term happiness. Many of the issues I currently struggle with come from the fact that I did shut myself off so completely. It was a survival mechanism. Given my age at the time it began, I understand it wasn't really my fault. But it doesn't change the fact that Now, years later, I'm still suffering the consequences. Returning to it would be like an alcoholic who has achieved sobriety returning to drinking because he can't face all the problems he now has because of all the years he spent drunk. :/
I kinda know what that is like. I've been in pain for so long about cirtain things I'm not sure I know what it is like to feel free of pain or emptiness. Only time I feel completely free is with Wind. It is worth it to feel, the small happy moments shine very bright through the darkness and let's me keep fighting on. Keep on fighting my friend. You are one of the coolest and smartest people I know!
There are soo many people that love you Jad! You have a kind soul. And dang are you so freaking fun to be around, especially when you get furried up and exited :P you're easy to be friends with, remember that you have many who will support you! And again I love the way you drew your hair.....around and paw is pretty awesome too :P
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