Back when my main ponysona was still Gearknight, I had some VERY severe anger problems. The slightest trigger would set off a complete transformation into an unstoppable engine of rage and destruction. Geargrind was the pony equivalent of my undying rage at the universe. Whenever I started posting Geargrind instead of Gearknight was when I was one plothurt pony. I didn't know how to deal back then and the only method I knew of was to scare everyone else off.