Why Do You Even Bother?
"I'm not here to make friends, and I'm not here to be a petty artist who only draws to be famous. Like me, or hate me, I don't change for anyone. Your paper skin won't get you anywhere.
Go spread your toxins in someone else's life, your grave is already dug, but alas, the show simply must go on!"
I saw this on one of my idol's pages and it just describes on i feel sometimes, in real life.
I LOVE THE FRIENDS I HAVE,DON'T GET ME WRONG. I love all of them especially my friends from fa <3
I could on about them ;w;
Its just, in real life, people are assholes and I hate that every where I get bullied for no reason.
I am trying my best to get more friends in real life and to maybe find a person to share affections with, but its every time I step outside I get hurt for no reason. My job, my home, every where.
It hurts.
My only save heaven is being in my room.
I like being alone, but it sad and lonely, but when you're alone,
no one can hurt you.
No one can tell you how ugly you are.
No one can tell you how worthless you are.
No one can tell you that you are better off dead.
The show must go on however and i am taking one big step to say..
F**K YOU
My sona is talking to me in this piece, telling me why do i bother with people is real life?
I bother because I have to go outside some time. BUT i go outside feeling better about myself and having a smile on my face, why? Because F**K everyone who hates people that enjoy their own skin.Category Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Canine (Other)
Size 711 x 1280px
File Size 173.4 kB
I love this picture :) I love how this character looks <3 so cool and this hat :D.
But wow I hope I don't upset you by telling you I kinda now how you feel a bit. I feel so emotional reading this, because I feel a little the same. Maybe it's my fault because I'm shy but yeah I got hurt so often D: and that's why I'm that way. You're not alone :) and someday maybe you find someone. I read a lot how artist I think they are really awesome person to know in real life are feeling lonely. I wish I could see you all sometime D: but yeah I'm from Germany so it's kinda far away Q_Q.
But wow I hope I don't upset you by telling you I kinda now how you feel a bit. I feel so emotional reading this, because I feel a little the same. Maybe it's my fault because I'm shy but yeah I got hurt so often D: and that's why I'm that way. You're not alone :) and someday maybe you find someone. I read a lot how artist I think they are really awesome person to know in real life are feeling lonely. I wish I could see you all sometime D: but yeah I'm from Germany so it's kinda far away Q_Q.
It's not just people irl.
The more you get burned, the more you question why you open yourself up. And eventually, part of you starts rationalizing why you should stop trusting others. But you never really know if that fires gonna burn you again unless you move your hand back to it.
The more you get burned, the more you question why you open yourself up. And eventually, part of you starts rationalizing why you should stop trusting others. But you never really know if that fires gonna burn you again unless you move your hand back to it.
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