
Decided to treat myself to some personal art today! Probably won't get around to doing any art for the rest of the day though- Evan and I are going to see our families (his, and both sides of mine) all in one day-- sheesh!
But I think it'll be a nice 'reset' for me to spend some time with a stylus/pen outta my hand. Carpal tunnel has been acting up ever since I went so long without long art sessions and just now picked them back up.
Words cannot describe how tempting it was to just use photo textures for the nebulae and marble, but I made myself do it all by hand. Nnnnot so sure if it was worth it yet?? Either way, I'm happy I did this! Drawing things you love is so stress relieving.
I've actually been mostly stress free lately. Been thinking a lot of a girl, but finally (and so suddenly too it seems) I have no more hatred in my heart for her. I dislike actions, choices, patterns- but I don't vehemently hate them anymore. It's so peaceful, freeing. But of course I have a bad habit of mistaking forgiveness for a need to reconcile or reach out-- and given the time of year, there's so much of a drive to buy their presents or draw their art like I always planned to do each year before. It doesn't help when I see 100,000,000,000,000,000,000 things that I know they'd love whenever I'm shopping for the fam or Evan or my buddies.
It's getting easier every day though. The burden of emptiness and absence is so much lighter and easier to handle than the burden of bitterness and contempt.
/HUGE HUFF
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But I think it'll be a nice 'reset' for me to spend some time with a stylus/pen outta my hand. Carpal tunnel has been acting up ever since I went so long without long art sessions and just now picked them back up.
Words cannot describe how tempting it was to just use photo textures for the nebulae and marble, but I made myself do it all by hand. Nnnnot so sure if it was worth it yet?? Either way, I'm happy I did this! Drawing things you love is so stress relieving.
I've actually been mostly stress free lately. Been thinking a lot of a girl, but finally (and so suddenly too it seems) I have no more hatred in my heart for her. I dislike actions, choices, patterns- but I don't vehemently hate them anymore. It's so peaceful, freeing. But of course I have a bad habit of mistaking forgiveness for a need to reconcile or reach out-- and given the time of year, there's so much of a drive to buy their presents or draw their art like I always planned to do each year before. It doesn't help when I see 100,000,000,000,000,000,000 things that I know they'd love whenever I'm shopping for the fam or Evan or my buddies.
It's getting easier every day though. The burden of emptiness and absence is so much lighter and easier to handle than the burden of bitterness and contempt.
/HUGE HUFF
BUT YE, HAPPY THANKSGIVING ALL YOU TURKEYS! I hope it's filled with everything you could possibly want, yadadadaddaada
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Holy smokes it is Saggi time! But obv for any sign, whatever they may be, it's always their sign's time ;D
I can't believe this year is going by so fast, I swear it feels like I was just noticing that it was Scorpio's month. And HOLY FRICK CHRISTMAS EVE WILL MEAN ITS CAPRICORN MONTH WHAT EVEN IS TIME /falls on face
Thank you! Red fruits are my favorite, and while I'm normally all about dem strawberries I LOVE the colors and look of pomegranates. (OhmygoshnoI'mnotamaster;akjds;faksdf)
I can't believe this year is going by so fast, I swear it feels like I was just noticing that it was Scorpio's month. And HOLY FRICK CHRISTMAS EVE WILL MEAN ITS CAPRICORN MONTH WHAT EVEN IS TIME /falls on face
Thank you! Red fruits are my favorite, and while I'm normally all about dem strawberries I LOVE the colors and look of pomegranates. (OhmygoshnoI'mnotamaster;akjds;faksdf)
That's so cool! Are you a Scorpio or a Sagittarius? (I was gonna write 'Scorp or Sag' too but then was like 'ohmyfuckinggoshSAGIcant') Yeah I don't know what it is, but for whatever reason the time switch and light differences this year have kicked my ass. I just got so unmotivated, semi-depressed, and confused a;sdklfjsdf.
I'm a cusp baby, like directly on the cusp, so I'm both but neither lol. If you're interested in it, look up Scorptarius :p All kinds of fun info about it.
I think it's from where the Earth gets further away from the sun every so many years thanks to our orbit lol we just so happen to be alive during those years... this cold is not my friend lol I miss the autumns where it was still decently warm xD... instead of all this insane weather O.o
I think it's from where the Earth gets further away from the sun every so many years thanks to our orbit lol we just so happen to be alive during those years... this cold is not my friend lol I miss the autumns where it was still decently warm xD... instead of all this insane weather O.o
Glad your doing well. And happy turkey day to you too.
I had a confrontation with my best friend recently and finally got things patched up. So I hope you do get some sort of clarity from mending the past. (Not saying your forgiving them or actively trying to regain a friendship but at least gaining some calm from the fallout or so.)
But this is beautiful. I'm glad you didn't Google marble. Its beautiful you doing it by hand. I would struggle hardcore.
Well got to go deal with me and my boyfriends families now. Hope you have a good one.
I had a confrontation with my best friend recently and finally got things patched up. So I hope you do get some sort of clarity from mending the past. (Not saying your forgiving them or actively trying to regain a friendship but at least gaining some calm from the fallout or so.)
But this is beautiful. I'm glad you didn't Google marble. Its beautiful you doing it by hand. I would struggle hardcore.
Well got to go deal with me and my boyfriends families now. Hope you have a good one.
Hello you pritty thing, you!
Oh man, confrontation literally makes me shake uncontrollably and get so dizzy I feel like I'm going to throw up. Even if I know I'm right and I'm 100% behind whatever I'm doing or saying, I feel like I'm about to faint. I'm sorry you had to deal with all that :< Yeah I definitely don't plan on ever contacting this person, or doing anything for them, because if I REALLY start to think about everything that's happened I feel like I may realize that what they've done is unforgivable and I'll lose the new ground I've come to and fall right back into feeling abused and angry and hating them.
I hate everything they've done, and how it's been 'handled', but hating them doesn't hurt them, it only hurts me, It sits on my mind like a lead weight, so I'm glad I've found this peace for myself-- even if they never know I feel this way, that's not the point. I thought I was free of them when we violently fell apart, because I knew there was no going back after what they did. But I wasn't truly free. I was trapped all up in my emotions and distress over it all.
It flickered across my mind today, like it usually will, and it was like experiencing something that's usually painful-- but it's just nothing. So I went back and thought about it some more-- and sure enough, there was just no feelings, Nothing negative or positive. Complete, pure, perfect indifference.
Which is exactly what I needed, I don't need to spend my precious time on the subject at all, because that will just lead to useless anger or bitterness or a pity party. None of which will help me get anything done.
I know that what they've done is inexcusable, it's really not forgivable either, but hopefully it's all over now and we can both move on with our lives in the different directions they've branched without any antagonization.
But jeez, it must have been weeks since I've talked to you, I hope you're well! You're such a sweetheart and I hope your day goes by smoothly and you have tons of mac n' cheese (O-or whatever your favorite dish is that's definitely mine so yeah)
Oh man, confrontation literally makes me shake uncontrollably and get so dizzy I feel like I'm going to throw up. Even if I know I'm right and I'm 100% behind whatever I'm doing or saying, I feel like I'm about to faint. I'm sorry you had to deal with all that :< Yeah I definitely don't plan on ever contacting this person, or doing anything for them, because if I REALLY start to think about everything that's happened I feel like I may realize that what they've done is unforgivable and I'll lose the new ground I've come to and fall right back into feeling abused and angry and hating them.
I hate everything they've done, and how it's been 'handled', but hating them doesn't hurt them, it only hurts me, It sits on my mind like a lead weight, so I'm glad I've found this peace for myself-- even if they never know I feel this way, that's not the point. I thought I was free of them when we violently fell apart, because I knew there was no going back after what they did. But I wasn't truly free. I was trapped all up in my emotions and distress over it all.
It flickered across my mind today, like it usually will, and it was like experiencing something that's usually painful-- but it's just nothing. So I went back and thought about it some more-- and sure enough, there was just no feelings, Nothing negative or positive. Complete, pure, perfect indifference.
Which is exactly what I needed, I don't need to spend my precious time on the subject at all, because that will just lead to useless anger or bitterness or a pity party. None of which will help me get anything done.
I know that what they've done is inexcusable, it's really not forgivable either, but hopefully it's all over now and we can both move on with our lives in the different directions they've branched without any antagonization.
But jeez, it must have been weeks since I've talked to you, I hope you're well! You're such a sweetheart and I hope your day goes by smoothly and you have tons of mac n' cheese (O-or whatever your favorite dish is that's definitely mine so yeah)
I hardly ever comment, and I apologize for that as I mean to comment on your work a lot more!
I just want to say that I adore your art style and especially the way you draw hair and fluff. You draw hair and fluff with such a wonderful volume that makes it look very plush and soft. As a fellow artist its very inspiring!
Keep up the amazing work and Happy Thanksgiving. :3
I just want to say that I adore your art style and especially the way you draw hair and fluff. You draw hair and fluff with such a wonderful volume that makes it look very plush and soft. As a fellow artist its very inspiring!
Keep up the amazing work and Happy Thanksgiving. :3
I don't know if you are open to critique, but I did notice something (not art-quality related) that I wanted to mention. That said, I ADORE everything about this piece. Go you for doing it all by hand! I love the feeling in this painting. Your art, as always, is breathtaking.
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It's almost that time of year again, folks!
Unfortunately late this year, but a few things have been holding me up and delaying this event.
As some of you may have already seen, the skullbadges were launched and will be wrapping up as this event starts.
So if you want to look over this year's official Halloween Themes list and template-
It's here for your consideration before it's opening release on OCTOBER 13th.
**A reminder about these is that they are essentially 'wing-it' style commissions.
You naturally have a say on what theme you want, what character you want drawn, and some direction with the outfit- but that is all.
If you're not comfortable with that, or simply want a regular style commission, you can order them using the information here
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This year, the hips-and-up sketch commissions will be inlaid into this nifty template
Unlike previous years, where your character was just adorned with a banner ribbon.
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You'll notice this year that beneath each theme there are options to how it can be incorporated into your commission.
Your job is to simply pick which option you want used!
Each theme will have at least one of the following options:
👻 Dressed As (incorporated as an outfit) 👻
👻 Props (incorporated as trinkets around/on the character) 👻
👻 Background (incorporated as a soft, painterly setting behind the character) 👻
👻 Companion (incorporated as extra characters in the scene) 👻
1. Skeletal
[Options Include: Props or Dressed As]
2. Witchy
[Options Include: Dressed As]
3. Werewolf
[Options Include: Dressed As]
4. Vampiric
[Options Include: Dressed As]
5. Ouija
[Options Include: Props]
6. Masquera[color=#
[Options Include: Dressed As]
6. Hot Cup Of (pick Coffee or Tea)
[Options Include: Props]
7. Birchwoo[color=#
[Options Include: Background]
8. Sweet Apple (pick Candy or Caramel)
[Options Include: Props]
9. Ghost
[Options Include: Dressed As or Companions]
10. Pumpkin
[Options Include: Props or Background]
11. Sweater Weather
[Options Include: Dressed as]
12. Spiderwe[color=#
[Options Include: Props or Background]
13. Beetleju[color=#
[Options Include: Dressed as (Choose one character to 'cosplay'), Companion (Sandworms) or Background]
14. November Rainy Days
[Options Include: Background]
15. October Constell[color=#
[Options Include: Background]
16. Voodoo
[Options Include: Props, Dressed As, or Background]
17. Moon Phase (Alt. Blood, New, or Harvest Moon)
[Options Include: Background]
18. Apple Orchard Harvest
[Options Include: Background or Props]
19. Flannel
[Options Include: Dressed As]
20. Candelab[color=#
[Options Include: Props or Background (candlelit in general)]
21. Apotheca[color=#
[Options Include: Props]
22. Foggy Graveyar[color=#
[Options Include: Background]
23. Spellcas[color=#
[Options Include: Props]
24. Autumn Leaves
[Options Include: Background]
25. Fall Vineyard
[Options Include: Background]
26. Cauldron Potionma[color=#
[Options Include: Props]
27. The Addams Family
[Options Include: Dressed As (Choose one character to 'cosplay' as) ]
28. Don't Fear The Reaper
[Options Include: Dressed As]
29. Lantern Light
[Options Include: Background or Props]
30. Mummifie[color=#
[Options Include: Dressed As]
31. Nightmar[color=#
[Options Include: Background or Dressed As (Choose one character to 'cosplay')]
32. Day of the Dead
[Options Include: Dressed As ]
33. Jack-O-L[color=#
[Options Include: Props]
34. Evil Spirits (Hallowe[color=#
[Options Include: Props]
35. Poe's Tobacco (Wistful Pipes)
[Options Include: Props]
36. Murder of Crows / Quoth the Raven
[Options Include: Companion (choose crow or raven)]
37. Autumn Bouquet
[Options Include: Props]
38. Bats
[Options Include: Companion or Background]
39. First Frost
[Options Include: Background]
40. Zombie
[Options Include: Dressed As]
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1. Fill out your form. for multiple commissions fill out multiple forms but SEND ALL IN THE SAME NOTE
2. Note me the forms between October 13th - November 15th
3. DO NOT SEND MULTIPLE NOTES. If you need to make a correction to your information, add it in your next response.
4. Wait for me to tell you I've approved your commission
5. Send the payment (USD only) to the paypal I have listed in my form
**I will be reserving two days after the 13th to review and choose the first of the commissions, do not be alarmed if you don't have a message before the 16th about the acceptance or declination of your commission**
**You do NOT have to rush your order, seasonal commissions will be open until November 15th**
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(Do NOT send in until on or after October 13th! These are just for your early convenience)
🎃 USERNAME:
🎃 REFERENC[color=#
🎃 ART STYLE: Hallowee[color=#
🎃 THEME: [Specify your theme and what option you want from it]
🎃 MOOD: [Choose either Trick (scary), Treat (sexy), or Sweet (cute)]
🎃 NSFW or SFW:
🎃 l2EDPAND[color=#
🎃 PAYPAL YOU'LL BE PAYING WITH:
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As always, thank you guys so much for your interest, support, and for taking the time to read this!
Now that this is up for you all to review, I've got to hop on finishing those skullbadges and wrapping up digital work in the next couple of days. So expect some updates with those!
l2EDPANDA,
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