Well yeah many of you alredy know what is going on in my head and hearth, but not all is said and done, I mean I think the person I really want to say this to is the person I have fallen for. I fallen real hard, who would know. after closing up my hearth for 9 whole years afraid of it being broken again, I open it without knowing it and boom I am in love.

The funny thing is that when I wrote this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18251811/
I had her in my mind all the time, and she felt that it hit her (that was so awesome) it made my hearth skip.

Of course this do not make much sense for a person reading this for the first time with no history. it comes much from this drawing:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17576831/

Saying this to the person it concerns freaks me out reallllyyy much, of course she has a boyfriend and I am fully aware of that. but still saying to someone that you care about them this way is like giving them the upper hand, it's not necerserly a bad thing, but it feels scary when you don't have a clue about how the other person is going to react, like flattered, disgusted or right up rejecting you like left overs. all this crazy thoughts goes trough ones head. but still I cant go around all day not telling.

I have also read that it's better to regret something you said instead of regretting not saying anything.

So I have two more poems before I am gonne shut up, they are in Norwegian so just bare with me and my language ^.^

Et sånt rim

Når natten kommer,
Enten vinter eller sommer.

Da skal du vite dette,
Selv om det sikkert tærer på vettet.

I mitt hode,
Er en fra vår klode.

En jeg skulle ønske var hos meg,
En person som jeg sier er deg.

Ja det er du jeg tenker på,
Den som betyr alt for meg nå.

Som uvær med tordenskrall,
Så hardt er et kjærlighetsfall.

Hvem ville tro at dette kunne skje,
Ja selv jeg henger ikke med.

Det er blitt like klart som at navnet ditt starter med K,
At jeg er forelsket i deg nå.

Helt ABC er ei,
Men sånn er det når ironien sier hei.

Jeg vet at det aldri kan bli oss to,
Du er bare for god.

Men jeg vil at du skal vite det,
Om undringen skulle skje.

Så er dette det jeg har å si,
I mitt hjerte vil du alltid bli.

Når natten senker mørket over oss,
Det er da hjertet og fornuften slåss.

Hjertet vil ha deg,
Men fornuften sier nei.

En ny drøm kommer, håper du er der,
For i virkeligheten er du ikke her.

Det er veldig lett å bli forelsket i deg,
Men hvorfor skjedde det med akkurat meg.

Nå vet du hva jeg føler for deg,
Selv om jeg tviler på at du føler det slik for meg.
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And the second one is:
(at least it's shorter)

Hvordan det skjedde,
aner jeg ikke.

det skjedde,
enda jeg ikke ba om det.

Navnet ditt,
bare noen sier det,
da hopper hjertet mitt, pulsen slår i hundre.

Det jeg holder,
faller ut av hendene.

Alt er bare deg 24 timer i døgnet,
Men hvordan sier man det rett?
Burde man si det?...

Beklager Karen Sofie, men jeg har falt for deg.
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I know I know a bunny with 6 and a half ear would make more sence than this, But I can't get this out of my head before I tell it.

So if the person I hope reads this has gotten all this way (first congrats on getting through all the nonsense of mine^^)
and second if you are gonna reject me hard then do it in writing and not face to face, cuz that hard to handle.

and third you are really special to me, here by the day I even ended up thinking *if that girl had said to me I would be with you if you stoped liking Miku I would* and thats pretty strong when it comes from me.

Enjoy ^.^