Sometimes I wonder why you put certain people in my life
are you laughing at me?
you must be
I put myself in a situation that I thought I had control of
but in the end I didn't and now
I'm consumed by jealousy
and anger
anger at him
he has everything I want and he doesnt even know it
would he care?
part of me wants him to and the other..
wishs he would disappear
Im so selffish...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7DRtl6CTqc