Clinical depression sucks so much, and can sneak up on you in the most awful way. Today was one of those days. All I managed for about 10 hours was to wake up, cry, blankly watch Netflix, force myself to eat and then pass back out. Promised myself that I wouldn’t fall back into self harm, and so far, I haven’t.

Tattoo idea that’s been floating around in my head for a while, and decided to try and get some of it out today so I can at least feel like I accomplished something worthwhile.

Deer are so symbolic in my life, and I’ve always seen them as my protectors. They show up around me when I need them most, and have always felt a connection. The lotus flower is my connection to the Buddhist religion, which I started practicing a few years ago.

-Copypasta from yesterday's sketch: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18503115/ -

I do love how this turned out, but need to work on my shading skills, they are slipping.

/Rambling stuff and important info:

I will be allowing people to get this tattoo after I get it for myself. I would love if this meant something to someone and would hopefully allow it to bring them a sense of peace or bring them to a place of healing. I do just require that you credit me if you post it on social media and whatnot.

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