I'm kind of... very stressed, I am very aware of how many overdue commissions I have, and I am finally getting 40+ hours a week at work and I should be happy about that but it really just stresses me out because I have even less time to catch up????

I'm just
I don't even know how I am right now tbh
It hit me all very suddenly and I'm fighting the urge to just curl up and cry
I took on way too much and I'm going t finish it, but I just, I don't know how to handle all of this right now.

I'm not looking for anybody to lean on, I am not making excuses
I just
I'm slipping, and I need to come down from here at some point
I'll find my way back down on my own, for now I just needed to do something

(I started doodling and this happened and I didn't realize how much I needed it until I started defining it)