Baby why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go?

I can't even listen to that song anymore..and it was my favorite...

He's just not there.

I keep expecting to find him on one of the chairs at the table, on the computer chair, under the desk, on the couch, in the living room, at the top of the stairs....

And he's just. not. there.

I keep subconsciously hearing him meow, or I see him out of the corner of my eye.

And he's not there.

-is crying-

I'm going to be a mess next week when school starts up again.

I went to go to bed last night and started crying. Had to stay up and watch TV until I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer.

...I want my cat back...