i know its been over a year now and things haven't been all that bad for me but it still hurts. don't think ill ever get over it. just wish a day would go by when i dont think about it. Yes i have found people and friends that make me laugh and smile and have a good ol time with. but it still races through my head to this day. and i just cant seem to make it stop. I have found happiness elsewhere and i cant complain.. but it still feels like a fresh wound..