"As broken as I pretend to be, I still look fine, don't you think ? Meh, all is relative after all."

The clock never stop, whenever you're rich or poor, smart or dumb, a beautiful flower or an ugly pack of bramble ... Time never wait for anybody. Four's time is running short but it's not this little detail that will prevent her to casualy enjoy life. After all, It's the only thing left to do, right ? She's young but she already did what every man and woman wants to accomplish in their life. Fame, fortune, recognition, love ... What is left to do except enjoying what's left ? It feels like this point has already been discussed about Four so, here's something new, maybe ...

How much do you think this pretty face can take before loosing all joy of life ? I mean, since years, Four know that she will die really early in a normal life. How much can she take before she stop giving you this teasing look ? More importantly, is she really teasing you ? Does she search for attention, for help or is it just a façade to show everyone that "I'm fine" as she's totaly not ? Or is this ... A bit of everything at the same time ? A mixed feeling of selfishness and pride, prooving that the struggles of an unfair life really change an innocent soul. So, will you grant her wish, being giving her some attention, some distraction at the cost of fooling you both ? Or hurt her a little inside as she keep smiling in deny but ... At least, with the sensation of respect for her and yourself ?

There's no good answer. Accepting or denying the tease will always lead to the same end. Only the path to this end will be different. A sad truth.

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Yeaaaaaaah, I could just say happy things or even say nothing and let you enjoy the picture alone ... But I kinda can't. It's the whole deal with this character. As happy as she always seems to be, it's never okay at the end. Next time, I'll commission something more fitting to this whole depression thing.

Made this awesome art ~
Four is mine.