by  thehumancopier
I had to post this tonight, though I'm tired, it just keeps making me tear up a little it kept me up.
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Entery 45
I'm a Deviant Heir, I know this now, I've accepted it I feel the weight of memories pressing on me. Empathy, Something I lacked, something he lacked. I remember every cruel game, every broken gear and soul left in my wake, and I remember how I loved every moment of it.
I feel everything now, tonight it all crashed upon me like a wave. I couldn't stop, and I don't want to.
I care, I love,... and it hurts

My List is long, and I have to clean it.
Mecha Sally was one of the worst Things I've ever done.
I violated her soul, her memory, and her body. God help me I enjoyed it.
It was all undone by the Genesis Wave, sally was returned to normal, even if mentally scarred
But the Guilt doesn't abate, she's still out there, somewhere, suffering.

I have to do Grandfather's memory proud, I don't even know if I can call him that... but it sounds right.
So tonight I did somthing very, VERY stupid.
I built a small rift generator. I found the old dead end timeline where the thread was cut.
I found her adrift, and I brought her back.

I'm so sorry Sally, I'm so so sorry...
I'll fix it...just stop giving me nightmares... please...