It's been a year since Ryo was released from the asylum that held him for two years and he can't help but to reflect on his past. Bad thing for him though as he hates recalling the past. Now he can't help but to wonder what he used to be and what he is now.
Basically an exercise in stream of consciousness in Ryo's mind.
I blame  ceegee and Nine Inch Nails for the inspiration after dark.

What I used to be... by Ryuen Tran
Ryo Durandal Clyphus © Long Nguyen AKA Ryuen Tran

I can't help but to think...I think about what I used to be...
Yeah, I used to be a student of the PCA...
I used to be a Kirila...and one of the top 25 fighters individually...
I used to be part of a team of friends. Both artists and fighters...
I used to be part of that team that was one of the top 20 teams...
What I used to be?
I used to be someone...I used to be a league fighter after I evolved...
But that didn't last long...
but still...
I used to help orgainize charities to help benefit those less forunate than me...
but then I used to be those less fortunate...
I used to have a girlfriend...
I used to have close friends...
but they're all gone...
all because I used to be crazy...
I used to live in an asylum...
I used to think that the world was after me...
...wait, has the world rejected me...or did I reject the world?
Is it because I used to be happy?
...is that what I used to be?