Some days i can feel the sun on my back
the warmth always cooled down with a breeze
As the clouds move back in, I think
Its going to be another gray day

And here I am

Thinking of you again.
Cant help but wonder why it had to happen.
If the thought of me ever crosses your mind.
Such Rage in how you did me wrong..
Yet I can't stop hurting
When I hear our song...

I know we may have moved on
and our lives grow farther apart each day
you have your new loved ones
and well...
I have mine

But I cant stop thinking
How things could have been..
Should have been...
Even now I wish it
And it will never be

There will always be a part of me
That can't seem to let you go
the part of me that keeps me cold.
For you were my first true love.

An now we seem to have our "Reason"
To drink our whiskey
and listen to our lullaby
The hardest part is not knowing
If I'll ever finish painting this red door

I hope you are having an easier time than me
As i fare the well... just one more time